I am standing on the balcony ,
Don't know thinking about what , ..
Just wondering how beautiful is this scene, Cheerful Birds are chirping ,
But it's too ardous to be vibrant like them ,
And the shrew me is singing with them , Allowing sunlight to pass across my body , And englinten me ,
The reddish sky is so adorable ,
Me almost lost in this epic scenario , Suddenly ,
Hearing someone's foot steps ,
Grabs my attention ,
Eagerly waiting and praying it must be you ,
And then this scene becomes more exhilarating ,
I am estatic ,
It's like fairy tale ,
My favorite part of day ,
And favorite person bitg comes are together ,
It's just like a fantasy ,
Then you say " What are you doing here baby girl , it's too hot , isn't it ! You may get heat stroke "
Ahh when you do this ,
When you care about me ,
I love it ,
How a person could be so serene ,
How merely person voice could be so deep , That I lost ,
Those tiny brown eyes always do something to me ,
Your voice mesmerizes me ,
Your fragrance makes me uncoiconcious , Your smile is killing me ,
Your tiny little dimples are increasing your grace ,
I am so lost in this secene ,
"Where are you baby girl " he asks I came back ,
Relasizing I didn't answer you ,
I am nervous ,
Idk what to say ,
I swallowed the gum ,
Control my trembling voice ,
And reply
"Nothing , just experiencing the beauty of nature , pondering how lucky am I !"
He grinned back ,
Don't do this ,
I am losing control over my body ,
"Let's have some fritters and tea , I hope you will surely like it " he asks
And I am thinking the answer ,
Don't know why I behave so dumb infront of you ,
Bewildering over my foolishness ,
In the moment ,
Something hits my head so hard ,
My head is spinning around ,
It's a football ,
Where it came from ,
I came into bitter reality of world ,
My happiness turns into gloominess ,
My glistening eyes willed up with tears ,
I am questioning my existence ,
I am devastated ,
Standing on the verge of chaos ,
Why life is so mean to me ,
There's nethier you nor chances of your coming back ,
It's just scroching sunlight that is irritating me ,
Birds are laughing on my condition ,
In this sweltering weather ,
I am battered ,
I am fed up of living this delusional life
Nice