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Talking about this subject is complex because we attribute evil, the demonic, the violent to criminals. However, we all carry within us a seed of evil. Its origin? Who knows, attitudes of anger, rage, violence, and aggression, or perhaps frustration, physical and verbal abuse originate feelings of revenge that give rise to the evil that grows in the family and social environment.
The evil generated since childhood has a very high emotional price, giving rise to strengthening that dark side that hides our fears, perverting the noble feelings, and giving rise to multiple personalities that we did not know. A perverted being that imposes its will, doing whatever it takes no matter who it hurts. The demons we carry within us emerge. Demons that take over the conscious will and good judgment of people.
The childhood traumas generated by the death of his mother and the situation of poverty and emotional instability that he lived led Bruno Paulucci to a task of introspection in which he will not only find himself but will generate in him a personality disorder and a finding that is defined by an old personality conflict.
This story was the basis, after observing the different behaviors that some human beings present in this passage through life. In order to write this article, I talked to several psychologists who answered my questions and confirmed my suspicions when I asked them about the behaviors of some of their patients.
I specifically asked them about the problematic behaviors that they usually see in their consultations, and they affirmed that the great majority of these are of a mental nature. In other words, they indicated to me that the origin of that which torments most patients is found mainly in their thoughts and not so much in other sources outside of them, such as their social environment in general.
Quite possibly, these experts point out that these factors, although they probably have an important influence, are not as decisive as thoughts in the creation and development of difficulties. Within the mental behaviors, we can observe those that generate suffering in people, stand out for their ability to cause discomfort, and invasive thoughts.
These types of thoughts appear automatically and intrusively, without control where the will cannot intervene directly in their control. Their presence is recurrent and intense, which leads the sufferer to experience a form of mental beating. The strong negative emotional charge shows itself in the form of anger, fear, sadness.
I observed this type of phenomenon in Bruno who only talks over and over again about how badly he has done in life, worrying repeatedly about the many problems that await him in the future, entangled in negative appraisals about how bad and incompetent he is.
An essential way to address the way these thoughts act is that, although they are Bruno's creations, when they enter his life, they grow stronger, continue to grow, and never recede, resembling an external microorganism that has colonized Bruno.
The antidote to these "beings" is acceptance and diffusion, if Bruno does not fight against them, and does not try to escape or take distance by considering them for what they really are; thoughts that act as bacteria, viruses, or "inner demons" that feed on the authority he has conferred on them.
Then we can deduce that those demons that lodge as unwanted guests inside us are due to situations we suffered in our childhood and as we grow up we feed them with our fears and insecurities. Why do we let them live? Why do we allow them to dominate our spaces? They do and do so much harm to innocent people.
Bruno was a victim of these demons because he hurt so many people, he carries with him great armor, ready to hurt with his eyes, he feels nothing but hatred in his veins, like a river of fires and revenge, his fury, transformed into a war. With a face of steel and eyes of the snake, he walks the world, aimlessly, with a cold language, and at the same time tender to wrap innocents capable of killing the tenderness of a child.
Without guilt, but being guilty, Bruno becomes a victim and makes us victims for the traumas of his childhood. He is kind, naïve, and innocent, but when you least expect it, one of his demons emerges and does his thing talking bad about people, seeing his own evil in other people, looking for defects where they do not exist. his demons do not let him see goodness in anyone, because, although it seems strange, we have all acted with evil and selfishness in some way. When these mean feelings arise, we feel fear because we do not understand that kind of behavior, maybe you, they, or I identify with Bruno because "We are the demons we carry inside".
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