Belated Happy Birthday

Welcome back to me, so as you can see on my title, 5 days ago was my birthday but I have no enough courage to write here on read.cash on what happened on my celebration. Maybe, I feel hopeless because rusty didn't love me, I stop writing as you noticed but it doesn't mean I stopped permanently. I'm just resting from exhaustion, im also busy on school works, especially activities but the reason why I don't have time on blogging is because I'm busy playing mobile legends. You know what? its fun to play especially if your team up with someone. This past days, I randomly adding players on global chat and of course, malandi ako eh I added lots of girl players. I don't know maybe I want to play with girls in classic, Hopefully I found my kaduo and we play everyday. I think she already fell in love with my tank hahaha, we always play together and I told her not to rely on using Angela but she must explore other heroes so that she will know how to use it.

Ok let's get back to my topic, did you know that 5 days ago was my birthday? it was April 25, usually I'm not celebrating my birthday but my older sister always preparing foods then inviting friends. This year my ate decides to order foods from her friend but they are also invited to my birthday and they gonna eat the food they make hahaha. You know the reason why I don't want to celebrate my birthday? because it was the day that the illness of my sister triggered, she suffered pain in her legs then weeks later she can't walk, she died from serious illness and I think its my fault. I always wishing that we didn't celebrate on my birthday way back 2018 so that her illness won't trigger. Some people telling me to move on but it is difficult, it is still painful. On my birthday, I woke up early then change the cover of our table, I washed plates then clean house because we have visitors. After that, my dogs take a bath, BTW they are my cute dogs, which are Mira and Peanut, Mira is half breed shi Tzu while Peanut is Aspin. They are so kind but very naughty. If they get out from their cage, they gonna rampage our plants.

Hopefully, Mira is so kind if I'm going to pour water on her, she doesn't make excessive movements and its easier for me to wash her. After they took a bath, I cook foods for us, I didn't consume much food because im preparing for food war later haha, it was 1 PM when my sister told me to invite our neighbors, I went to Nanay Lita to invite her but I found ate Kevin working at home thats why I also invited her. After that, I went to Auntie Bernadeth to invite her, I went inside their 4 story house then she welcomed me. I told her to go on our house because it was my birthday but im surprised because they knew it was my birthday. Then they said that Kuya Renante told them that it was my birthday. I stay there for 15 minutes and having a conversation with her, she asked me questions about my study then I told her that im currently taking electrical technology. She also said that she had companion inside their house, then I asked her if they hired maid but she was said it was cousin of his daughter's boyfriend. There was an excitement inside of me to know this girl but im shy HAHA, my aunt told me that she was sleeping. I decide to play with cats, they are foreign cats that was so big and fluffy.

After that I went at rooftop to meet uncle Maeng which is busy on his plants, then I told him to come on my birthday but he was feeling unwell because his eyes got harmed by dust that makes his eyes reddish. We have lots of conversation about his plants, after we finished talking I went back at home. On 4PM the visitors already came and they start to eat, I went inside of room then played mobile legends there, after I finished 2 games I eat, then auntie Bernadeth came together with Alisa but I was shy to go outside hahaha. I feel hungry that's why I got food then she greeted me happy birthday hahaha. That's all malandi na naman ako, thank you for reading. I hope I could live longer then I would find the best for me.