So if I tell you that i have done things, things you can't relate to
Would you still love me the same or would you judge me like the rest do
So if i tell you I once overdosed tried to slit my wrist too
Would you deal with it okay or would you try to blame me for it too
If I tell you i'm an addict to things you won't believe I'm into
Would you feel like a failure? like you didn't do what you should do
So if i tell you I have searched love in a way that isn't holy
Would you tell me I'm a whore or would you tell me you are sorry
So tell me, If i let you read all of the notes i have burned
Would you feel bad for me or would you say well deserved
If I tell you all the things I do, whenever I'm home alone
Would you feel bad for me or would you wish for me gone
If i show you the small scars I have been printing all over me
Would you say I'm a show off or would you try to be my family
If i show you my true colors and you don't find them pretty
Would you take me as i am or would you try to re paint me?