Maybe I'm lost
Maybe It's all just a waste of time
Maybe I'm just throwing away my opportunities and I'm burning my ages in the fire
Maybe I'm asleep
Maybe I want to wake up or maybe i don't
Maybe i don't want to reap what i sowed
I need an alarm clock
To notify me it's time
To drag me up from where I'm lying
Maybe i need an epiphany
I need someone to enlighten me
To tell me to start living
And supply the air to breathe
I need to wake before it's too late
Or maybe it's better to stay asleep
To wake is to think
And to think causes pain
But what about the monsters in my dreams
What about the nightmares that i see
Which demon wears the halo
Which one will kill me softly
Tell me where to go and where to be
How can I tell the better bad from the worse evil
The thoughts get loud inside the dilemma drives me insane
Shall I have pain and ignore it
Or shall I ignore it all and feel the pain.
-Dilemma
This is a beautiful yet sad piece at the same time. I can definitely relate to this. Sometimes I feel like I'm just wasting my time on things even though I love to pursue it. Sometimes I just like to sleep and escape all the reality around me. But we gotta face all of these things. These are all part of life.