If I told you I sometimes long to sleep, just so I could see you in my dreams
What would that say about the state of my mind? Tell me what it means.
Whenever I close my eyes
although the nightmares are what happen frequently
if I told you I'm not really afraid to try again
what would that say about me?
Does that make me not a coward?
Or someone with a cold blood?
Because if you by any chance are awake in my sleeps
I even call the nightmares sweet dreams.
And in these sweet dreams, even when I'm running away from you
my brain tells me not to wake up
it tells me it's not really true.
It warns me about the real nightmares
the ones you are not awake in
it reassures me this is not as half bad
"A dream" is what I should call this one.
So in my dreams
even when I'm running away
I would turn around
and see your face anyway.
Because the real nightmare is, when you are not with me
which is a bit ironic, since that's actually my reality.
Dreams or nightmares
when I finally wake up to look around
I realize you are not here anymore
I realize you are no longer by my side.
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