Bitter Memories

Deficient of an option

I decided on abortion

The only portion

Provided by nature

It's fate

My behind filled with hate

Scratching me like a rake

The places refuge I sought

To me memories are brought

How midst waves I was caught

Though I try to erase from my thought

I writh and groan

From the pain on my belly

From the pain of my heart

Disfigured body

All in one

The one destined for destiny

Karma fulfilling what it is

My days of drunkenness

My whore life

Haunting unfathomably

Before me are memories I can't loose!