Happiness changed into sadness
Laugher changed into tears
Am talking out anger
Holding my inky pen crying and dying all together
I can swear I can never love again
I always ask my self was I the one who messed thing up but no its not me
First you a girl pregnant and I still forgave you
You lied to me was I worth it
Then I saw a text in phone but got mad at me I did not understand it
I begged someone would think I was I was the problem
I started loosing my self because of you
I did not eat but sorry I sleep like a baby forgetting the troubles you have given me
I don't want a shoulder to lie on I got my mama with me
Even when I was young had only my mama,I would cry and she would warm me and give me tits haha
Is that funny yeah it is because I don't care
I stopped Caring because no one cares about me yeah I stopped because no one even thinks about me
These are bitter herbs ,bitter words coming out of me
Was I worth it
I wish you had told me you not love me forever
Now I could be in a good position
I could not be hurting ,I could not have scars
I wish I never knew you I could not be in a mess yeah I could I could not be writing poems of a broken seal
I will mend it don't worry I Will