What makes you think your life is full of distaster? Is it because of other people's mistakes? Other people's mismanagement? Its none of them, you yourself decide what you are. You decided whether to go left or right. Its doesn't mean that other people influenced your state of mind to decide things. The fact that you let other people puzzled your control of decision making, that proves that you don't have the strength to protect yourself.
The truth is, life is really colorful and meaningful. There are times that we feel ups and downs. What's the important thing is that we learned from everything that happens around us. So no matter what hardships you are encountering along the way of your biggest goals in life always stay calm and first of all, Always pray to our Almighty Father, Lord God, Jesus Christ. Everything happens for a certain reason. He never gives us somwthing that we can't prevail.
Life is hard for me. there are lots of people who always look down on me.