Is This a Bubble of Reverie?
I was about to go in the place where I used to stay, a place where I can feel peace of mind, a place where I can witness the sun to rise in the horizon, bursting out the kaleidoscopic rays of the sun. I sat on the green- narrow leaves full of daffodils covered with dew drops of liquid. It’s already seven in the morning when I felt the rosy tint in my face. Since I was wearing my white dress, my favorite dress, the most precious gift he has given me, it felt like I was with him right now. Sitting beside him, as if the whole sky collapsed; our flaming hearts were pounding hardly as if they’ve reached their one last beat. So, I closed my eyes slowly for me to drown with these happy memories with him. Suddenly, the sky turned into grey. Then, it followed by a flash of lights with loud sound coming from the sky. I felt the thorn like first drop of rain on my head. And heavy drops fell down and it my whole dress was dampen my messy hair as well.
I took countless steps until I've reached the shop down the street. A shop of plastic rings, rings engraved with infinity symbol. I could still remember when my childhood sweetheart, Ivan, brought me here. I entered this shop, the shop where Ivan made his pinky swear, telling that these rings would be the most precious rings for us.
I can't help but fall in love with him, over and over again. Before leaving the shop, I wiped the moist on the fiber glass of the shop and left with the mark of our names. Yes, he's the one I can't live without. The man I want to be with, while lying under the stars. He's the one I want to marry, my happy ending, my happily ever after. Aside from being a writer, he's a guitarist and a geek. He's the meaning of perfection.
I was walking in the rain while swaying my hands, when I felt the cold breeze wrapping around me. My upper lip was bleeding, so with my feet, they were prickled with the thorns of red roses.
I can't stop the drops of tears to fall while screaming out his name. Because of his faint echoes, I wasn't able to see the path towards our home. I was destined in an open land area full of piles of orange leaves. At the edge of the land areas was full of Native Cherry blossom. With yellow tulips and peach roses scattered on the land area.
How I wish to create the most perfect reception for a nightmarish fantasy called our wedding. In here, I wanted to hold his hand not just tight, but tighter, telling in front of the crown that he's mine, already mine. This would be the most perfect because it's inspired by nature.
A blue balloon caught my attention. Without much a do, I ran after it. And I was destined into a place where we took vows, Paoay church. I heard the ringing of bells, I could see the aisle, the scent of yellow tulips and roses. And the petals of white roses scattered on the floor. I then closed my eyes, and started to walk down the aisle. Capturing the happiest face of my happy ever after waiting for me in front of the altar. Wearing his tuxedo, he was trying to wipe his tears to fall because of joy. Knowing that he would marry the most beautiful woman in town.
I was wearing my Barbie inspired white gown full of glittering elements. Wearing my chili red lipstick. It felt like I was in the world of fantasy, full of magic.
As I passed by, I could see the twinkling eyes of the little angels like flower girls, wearing grayish white dress with a big black ribbon at the right side of their waists with their flower crowns on their heads. Listening to a warble sound, until I've reached the yelling of the sponsors. And I could feel the fast beating of my heart. I could glanced at someone who's waiting for me near the altar, wearing his perfect smile, rosy tint in his face.
Can I wake up now? Our hearts are not beating.