In My Blood

Light pillars in the atmosphere

Stars in vast array

Chasing solace like an enigmatic paradox

Paraphrasing peculiar prejudice but walls caved in

Felt like giving up when learnt affliction faded to black

Resting on the bathroom floor like soul plummeting in the mire

Dazed and insecure, grabbing ticket to the Lake of Fire

Sneaking defense such redwood tree.

A drop of swill like hitchhiking from life.

Guided by galaxy I am driven to inertia

No ice to cool, but give effervescence, my hallucinogen.

No medicine is robust enough as Magic Mushroom.

Crawling in my skin, anxious, afraid to be alone.

Like a speck of dust in the universe.

Help, I can’t breathe!