I chose to fall in love with the peach and rosy dust of sky
Where stars are as cold as ice, where moon is as strong as soldiers.
Where the light breeze wipe the tears messed on my cheeks,
Keeping my wildest sob.
And my eyes spoke for me.
I am no conqueror, I am a ghost.
No one could speak for me but myself, ‘coz I am “No one”.
Screaming at the old shadow of uncherished happy memories.
Feels like begging for our still pictures posted on the wall to come out.
Just saw you killing with your sweet smile, finding out how weak my reflection is.
Caught you with 10 bullets in the middle of your tricky heart.
Bloody bullets that drive you crazy melt your shield of steel just a flash of second.
Invincible bullets that give you the will to spend most of your time with her.
Feeling like ‘twas me, whom could lead you in the world of reality
Where I myself is just an illusion, where existence means nothingness.
So suddenly, stole you giggling having your adrenaline rush as you back read your previous ‘til present conversation.
How awful!
Everything betrayed me! You betrayed me!
But oh, I betrayed me!
I betrayed myself having the belief of love in its purity.
Yeah, it showed its genuineness, only people imitated Shiva.
So now, let me describe the ambiance of the place where I am at this juncture:
Rusting nails making an attachment with the pieces of firewood.
Brittle fences caused by armies of termites
Lignite turning into ashes
Wild green grasses into haystack
Transmuted sap of Venus flytrap with its venomous claws sipping the prey’s whole strength.
Infectious lean meat sucked by mighty parasites.
Just like US into ME, real quick!
Let my soul be reincarnated, as the sun left the moon, the occurrence of fission of light and darkness.
Draw billions of stars, throw them up the sky, and bring back their glow.
Let them blink the entire night as the dawn breaks.
Give me my moon, alone.
Let him hear my plea, he won’t talk me back.
So, I can stare at him, forever.
But still, I never saw you crying.