@CelestineJ 1 September 2020 more from that month

Deceived

A vivid memory flashes in my mind The love in youre eyes that is hard to find But all of this got tainted With pure anger,betrayal and hatred The sweet and happy moments we make I realized that all of this are fake I thought you only do this to me But as i discover you do this to everybody A fleeting feelings that i discern In exchange a lasting heartaches and wrong turns I anticipated a beautiful ending But it turns out a disaster feeling As the day passed,true color revealed This are only lies and i got deceived My heart broke into fragments No amount can level it's payment No one can compromise The pain i'm feeling inside My mixed up emotions are screaming I lost in the game i risk in Now my heart is scratched and defeated It hurts that he is not affected I know i can do it someday I can blow all the invested feelings away I will not repeat the same mistake anymore Like what i've done before I will be stronger and tougher I will be whole again but much better A/N It is one of my hidden poems in my notebook hahaha