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@CelestineJ 20 April 2021

Peaceful Scenery

@CelestineJ 3 December 2020

Harmony Across the room with many silhouettes Across the room with many faces Amidst of them i am standing blankly Staring quietly , observing attentively I turn my head rightwards, move my feet forward I saw people talking then laughing afterwards How can they have different personality? Yet they are uniting wonderfully One girl is listening quietly She rarely talks and nodding only Another one seems so bubbly and talkative She is loud and perceptive At the corner stood the other one Talking enthusiastically with everyone As if you agree on his every word And be immersed on the story he told Different personalities, but blending in casually Its amazing how everyone interacts mysteriously Sharing each other miseries, laughing each  stories Where everyone shares the same experiences, but had their own uniqueness

@CelestineJ 1 October 2020

What makes a good teachers great? There are many people who sees teachers in different light. Some people says that teachers are heroes, a second parent or a good friend. But as for my own opinion and advices as a future teacher, i think the following things can guide me to be a good teacher in the near future. A great teacher can joke with students. A teacher that have a carefree aura makes the children to be at ease with them. If you can joke and mingle with students without crossing the barriers of a respectful relationship, their walls that surrounds them will slowly break down and they can easily speak with you about their difficulties and achievements. A great teacher is devoted to learners improvements. A teacher should devote herself to the improvement of the learner. No matter how slow they are, we should properly guide them in order for them to step forward. To be patient as the we explain to them the lessons they should learn and wait until they gave their positive responses. Baby steps are still a steps that helps them to move forward, slowly but surely. Seeing them learning and improving makes your hardships worthwile. A great teacher can understand her students interest and personality. A teacher should pay attention to her students interest and personality. By understanding their personalities, we can know the reasons behind their actions no matter how insignificant it is. Sometimes their words are contradicting to what they are doing. They have their own way of communicating so in order for us to understand them we must pay attention to their interest in order to help the learners to open up. A great teacher can talk and be open with the students parents. A great teacher has also a good relationships with the parents. The good relationship that build between you and the student's parent is a symbol of trust that the parents trust the teacher for their child's education. Talking and discussing with them about their child activities gave them an assurance that their children is in good hands. And the parents are willing to help for the betterment of their child. A great teacher is amicable. No matter where you are, and who you are with, i believe that a teacher should always wear a beautiful smile and have a good relationship with other people. A teacher should be a peacemaker not a troublemaker. Showing our amicable side is a sign of humility in order for students to find us reachable when they are having difficulties. A great teacher have a soft heart but have a bold spirit. A teacher should have a soft heart that melts and touches a student affection and bold spirit that makes the students admire and look up to them. The soft heart of the teacher break down the walls of the students and the bold spirit of the teacher that makes the students to gather their courage and self confidence as they admire their teachers. A great teacher is a good listener. A good teachers listen to all problems, rants, complaints, and praises of the students. In order for the teacher to know what to respond towards the students and help them in their circumstances. And to know how to compromise to the situation of the students. A great teacher have faith towards her students. Having you faith and trust towards your student helps them to gather courage and self confidence that they didn't think they have in the first place. The pride that someone trust their skills and abilities makes them to do their best to prove to us that they can make it through hard work. And they do not want to waste the trust that we gave to them A great teacher can be weak. A teacher is still a person and a human. We have flaws and imperfections. We can never always done things perfectly. As the students see the teachers imperfections, the tensions they felt can be at ease as they realize that there is nothing to be afraid of. They can easily open up and inquire questions about the things they experienced and share with the teachers about their life stories. With this manner, the gap between the teacher and students will lessen as they found themselves comfortable with us. A great teacher is a God fearing. No matter what great achievements teachers achieve, they are still human. We can never control and force the learning towards the children. We cant always help every students to their problems and circumstances. But we have God that we can trust who will do all things dor them if we do His will. We can pray and let God be God to do His things after we do our best towards to our students. Whats your thoughts? 💭💭 🌺🌺💐💐💜💜

@CelestineJ 26 September 2020

What is family for you? Family are like a supporting pillar that will help us during the hard time. The one who will push us to the right track and the one who will first shower us with love. They are the first one who will advice and guide us on what to do. The affectionate hands we used to touch when we are child. The one who will encourage, inspire and persuade us on achieving our dreams or even making right decisions But what if your support became your doom?  The hands you used to love is the first one who pushes you to bring yourself down,to put off your self esteem and even shut down the courage you used to gather. It is sad that there families that discourage their own family member in order for them to live in a comfortable life. The one will greedily set aside their family just for their own personal desires. And the one who is willing to sacrifice their own flesh and blood just for the sake of little luxury. This kind of atitude and mentality are applicable to all such as  parents, siblings, grandmother, grandfather, aunties or uncle. A family should be the source of support, affection, good morals and conduct in order for the child to grow and be competent, productive, affectionate, and understanding. Sadly, even blood relations can't stop the evil thoughts of a person. An evil person will make an insult and hostile comments to everyone who they think is hateful. A person who is willing to left everyone for their own fulfillment, entertainment, and for their own definition of fun. They are the ones who are willing to push down anyone just to lift up themselves to everybody. A blood relation is not enough to tie down a person. It is not enough reason to stop their own hostile comments and evil minds. And not enough reason for them to be good to you. A person is still a person, they had their own thoughts, ideas, entertainment, needs and wants. Regardless of what families they belong or even if you have any connection among them, it is not an exception. For me the only thing we could do is to be sincere and earnest in every actions you will take. Make them realize that they are not the one who can drag you down. And no matter what they say or they do, show them that it is not enough to stop you to achieve your own goals. Making an effort to drag down a sincere person will be futile. Because no matter how dark the shadow that looms over you, as long as there is a tiny light, you will shine.

@CelestineJ 23 September 2020

Mission and Vision Its been 1 week since our online classes started. As we try to cope up to this new method of learning. I also realize  few important things. Our professor gave us a task which to write  reflection about the vision and mission of the school and our department. As I read and analyze the vision, mission. As well as the goals and objectives of the College of Education. I have learned a few important things. First, a vision and mission is important to any school in order for the students to cope up towards the changes of world. Like our current situation as we face and struggle in the middle of pandemic, the mission and vision of the school was able to uphold their words with the help of everyone such as the dean, professors, school administrators and facilitators. They are able to lead a technology driven ideas for the students to pursue their education despite of the crisis. Second,  the mission of the school helps the professors  and school administrators on taking their decisions to lead and  carry the future of the youth. The mission was to develop the students to be a globally competitive and socially responsible professional. I realized that even though we are currently facing a crisis as of the moment, we must not neglect our education so that we can prepare for the future. We should still pursue our studies despite of the hardship in order for us complete our course. We cant predict what may happen, maybe some good people saw our struggles and they may able to lend us help and open an opputunities for the students. Or rather, there is no one who can help you but yourself. So we must prepare ourselves to endure and cope up with the situation. Third, I learned that the school are continuously conducting researches in able to enhance the lives of the community. Like on how they are able to come up with ideas of synchronous and asynchronous learning. Synchronous which means that the professors will meet the students through  google meet or zoom. And the Asynchronous which were the students will do the paper works at home. In order to secure the health and welfare of the students and teachers, because of this pandemic but at the same time doing their jobs and tasks . Fourth, i learned that we need to keep researching and developing teaching methodologies and strategies in order to prepare for the upcoming events that may happen. So that we have a lot of choices and paths we can take to help the teachers and students if an issue or crisis will emerge. And lastly, I found out that as a student, I also need to be obedient to the instructions of the professors and school administration and do my task diligently. We are all enduring hardships and struggling on our own circumstances, but the school and teachers are always thinking about the future of the students and the quality of education they can experience. Disdvantages Despite the advantages and benefits there are also some problems we can face. First, as the school are leading a technology driven ideas some of my classmates are lagging behind because they don't have gadgets to continue their studies and they also lacks in financial aspect to buy one. Second, the school utilizes learning platforms such as zoom and google meet in order to reach out their students. However, some of the places that the students currently living in are experiencing instability of data connection. They will not be able to understand well the topics and lesson of the professors. Third, as the society are keep changing and many technology driven ideas are provided in teaching. Some of the old and traditional professors will be left behind. Even though they are responsible and its their job to improve their skills, their physical limitations may reach it limits. Fourth, being immersed in technology in a long period of time can cause health issues. Such as bad postures or gradually having your sight to blurred. Lastly, technology can helps us to connect and reach out other people. Having our mission and vision as its centred helps us to cope up with the world today is a revolutionary idea. But it can also the cause why people wanted to isolate themselves and be engrossed in the technology. Such as scrolling through our phones and browsing informations. Additionally, watching educational and fun videos. Typing and talking to other people in the cyberspace. Or being entitled to always type comments and voice out their opinions in any issues as regards to the country even though it disrupt others. People like that enclosed themselves in their own world that they neglect the real world. As a conclusion, every coin has a two sides. Like how there is a day and night. But we must chose what sides to take. A black is a black and white is still a white. We must know what are things that can encourage and inspire us. To help us to think throughly and consider what decisions we must take as we pursue the life of being a student.

@CelestineJ 23 September 2020

What's your thoughts? People have different opinions, suggestions and ideas in everything. We think, we take action and take over a decision.  The literal meaning of thoughts is an idea or opinion produced by thinking, or occurring suddenly in the mind. We have a millions of thoughts running into our mind, sometimes drowning us and several times it saves **us** A person's personality, demeanor and  **actions** come from our thoughts. Sometimes our thoughts are deep, petty, childish, honorable, sweet, caring, humble, lovable, scary or sad. Our thoughts turn into actions, our actions turn into habits and our habits turn into lifestyle. So guard your thoughts for it affects your mood, personality, character and ambiance. Be vigilant for the negative things that you want to enter in your mind. The toxic, suffocating and self pitying thoughts that you let wander into your mind. Dont kill yourself, kill the thoughts that kills you. Instead, surround yourself in a healthy and non toxic environment so thats your spirit will be lift up. Let your heart pick up the positive vibes in order to stay calm and to be optimistic in each situation you will face. So what's your thoughts? 💭💭😊💜

@CelestineJ 22 September 2020

And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow 🎧- The 1 by Taylor Swift

@CelestineJ 21 September 2020

Is love perfect? People define love based on their circumstances. Their joy and pain as they indulge themselves in it. The sensations and feeling it can caused that makes your heart trembled. Many say love is blind, a rosary, an acceptance, a confusion, an infatuation, a mystery or unconditional. But for me, Love is perfect. Its pure, innocent, limitless, timeless. Love is fair, its unconditional and boundless. Love can makes you feelings lightened. This emotion can brought home and security to your soul , heart and mind. Furthermore, Love happens to eveyone. Regardless of status and gender. Its has no exception, no restriction and no limitation Like a rain that falls to everyone, like a land we step upon. But why does it brings pain and sorrow? Why does it loving someone is like a thousands of needles that piercing on your heart? That can cause a death of thousand cuts. Why does it loving a person can cause anxiety, jelousy and insecurity? Love is perfect, but we people are not. The concept of love are being tainted by us the imperfect people. The love which God created for us to receive and give. It makes us to feel joy, to feel home and security, and to feel unconditionally. However, There is no perfect person. No matter how beautiful, wealthy, popular and strong they are. We still make mistake, we suffer for consequences and take responsibility in to it. And sometimes a little failure can cause a fatal destruction. Sometime, people want things to be complicated. Because we have our own thoughts and opinions on various things. We are unique yet the same. Unique in terms of physical, personality, intelligence and emotional aspect . But sometimes when few people suffer in a same problem they do the same decision despite being totally different with each other. Since people are complex, sometime we make the simple things to a complicated situations because of our own **complexity** Its us, people that makes love a complicated emotion. Such us our personality, our pride, our status and positions, our complex situation. The pride that hinders us to do what makes us a happy, our personality that sometimes leads us to a confusing situation that leads other people to misunderstand. And our deep and petty thoughts that we want to share yet we are ashame for being judged by others. God created the perfect love for the imperfect people. For us to feel the feeling of contentedness, joy, security and warmth.  Despite of being imperfect, We receive the privilage to feel the feeling of perfect life for loving someone and to be love back.

@CelestineJ 20 September 2020

James 4:10 Humble yourself in the sight if the Lord, and he shall lift you up Happy Lord's Dayyy💜💜

@CelestineJ 18 September 2020

Still a student? I can consider that one of the permanent things here in this world is learning. Amidst of facing this pandemic, the government still chose to push through the learning and the continues progress of the students. Whether its inside of the classroom or inside of the house, taking lessons and gain knowledge is important. Despite of the struggles we are facing we should not stop learning. Having the city to be on lockdown, or having one of your family, friends or acquaintance suffering from this pandemic. We as youth, and as the future hope of our country should still pursue for the betterment of our own community and family. We should not let ourselves to be controlled by the fear and anxiety. And let the days passed by having nothing to do at all. However, we can't deny the struggles and hard circumstance that we are currently facing. Such as lackness of financial to support your education, not having a proper gadgets to learn, or instability of data connection. Those are some of the many things that hinders us to continue and be enthusiastic about learning. On the other hand, some people are blessed with these things that few of the people dont have. We cant deny that unfairness of fate. Being envious towards other because they are more blessed is a normal thing. As a student who currently experiencing this kind of situation. Being frustrated on the things i don't have, being overloaded in the informations and problems that i m currently facing, Having a taste of discontentment because of unfairness of other professors. Yet i am still steadfastly facing it head on. Theres a quotation says "No pain, no gain". Because of those frustrations, the feeling of unfairness, the distasteful feelings of bitterness are one of the reasons we should push through our education. Let a take a look of our current self. We are nothing as of now, so we can be everything as the future comes. We are helpless students, seeking help, and unable to continue without the aid of others. We are still blessed if we have people who support us. Our parents, relatives and friends. They are also one of the reason we should continue step forward in order to repay them back. Amidst of this circumstances, If we continue to push forward,to struggle despite of the circumstances, to grith our teeth as we endure the hardships. Someday, our trainings and sacrifices will be paid. The hardwork we done will not betray us. We will reap what we sowed. And at the end of the day "You can be a somebody to anybody" 💜💜💜 Thanks for reading! Whats your thoughts? 💭🙄

@CelestineJ 17 September 2020

Hinata's Battle Helloww to some Haikyu fans out there! Since online classes started we have too many works to do so I was not able to publish regularly😭😭 Therefore i want to refresh my mind and breath some positive thoughts by reading Haikyu (again) haha i read it many times and im still drawn in to it I just want to share some photos taken from manga in Haikyuu. (Spoiler alert!) You been warned. These photos are from manga and the anime are not still release. These some funny, cute, and exciting moments in Haikyu. The Karasuno Vs. Kamomedai battle. These is one of the covers in manga. The Demon coach of Shiratorizawa and Hinata who was same height as him. As what they said in the season 3, The demon coach wanted to deny Hinata because he was able to do great things that he didn't do back then because despite of facing the same struggle which is their height. This was so funny😂 especially having told by Tsuki which he was annoyed the most😂Its the scene where the Kamomadai blocks was so impressive Kageyama was pressured to attack. Yes he is talking to you😂 His face was so epic. Being a prideful he had been running away is the last thing Kageyama would do in volleyball. It is the secene where in his stamina was running out and sone of the attacks are not match. Even though Tsukki describe himself as a moon that hides in Hinata shadow. He is still persisting and really hates losing to anyone. Tsukki is ❤️ Hinata being envious of Kageyama serve since he is still suck at it😂 This is one of the hearbreaking scene in Haikyu💔 wherein Hinata was forced to sub since he has a fever and the coach didn't let him play. When i read it was sooooo frustrating. The plays has been sooo good and there are huge probability in winning because they are in lead and also because of Hinata's tempo and jumps. It is Miya Asumu, a setter that has been an acquaintance of Kageyama and the one who they fought in 2nd day. Well they lost to Karasuno thou😂 Thanks For reading! ~~💜💜💜~~ Whats your thoughts? 💭💭

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@CelestineJ 17 September 2020

I am weak yet i am strong💜💜🙏

@CelestineJ 16 September 2020

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@CelestineJ 15 September 2020

How long does a feeling last? How long does a feeling last? How long could a feeling last towards to another person? Is it like a dust that vanishes in a thin air? Or it it beautiful flower that suddenly withers? Or can be a moon that always there even if we can't see it. Sometime we always wonder how we stop thinking and not feeling anymore. How the pain and love suddenly vanishes like it never existed. Like looking to distant memory, unable to recover what you see, hear and remember at the moment. As we look to the person we invested our feelings in. The happy sensations you once felt are slowly dripping away like a sand in your hand. The pain can be resurfaced but only a little as you recall the memories you had. Then the only left will be indifference, not having the energy to care is somehow frightening than a raging anger bottled inside. How long does a feeling last? How long could you hold onto your feelings? Like a moon that always there even if no one sees it? Like waves that continuesly touch the shore? Or like a rotation of the earth around the sun? No expiration, timeless and boundless A feeling that last even if that person is not here anymore. A feeling that so strong, deep, hard and uncontrollable. Having to hold yourself firmly against the gravity but you still fall endlessly, continuesly and completely. A feeling like a raging fire. Starts into small lit then afterwards it will spread all over your body unable to stop anymore. How long does a feeling last? 💜💜💜 Thanks for reading! Whats your thoughts? 💭💭

@CelestineJ 14 September 2020

Among us Greetings everyone! I just want to share a hobby of mine that recently i got addicted into playing hahaha This game's name is "Among Us"  meaning there is a traitor among us. The game was introduced to me by my friends and we played and enjoyed it Here are some description: Its an online game where in it needs Internet. There 10 players or crews inside of the ship. The game system will decide if you are one of the "crewmates" or an "Impostor" The "Crewmates" will try accomplishing mission while finding the  impostor among them. On the other hand, one or two among them are "Impostor" meaning, they are hiding among the crews to kill them ang sabotage the missions. The impostor are also able to uses "vents" in the ships in order to hide himself. Since there was a killing involve, the dead bodies must be found by the other crews and report it to other. And they start to duscuss who is the suspicious person among them or if they see a person who goes in and out of "vents" The impostor will pretend and blame the other crews in order to save themselves. Sometime they manipulate and make others believe that he did not do it and start to blame each other Of course and they will vote who is the one they want to evict. If they guess right then the crews win and if the impostor are able to kill all of them and sabotage the mission the impostors are the winner. As i found this game, i really thought it is entertaining and somewhat thrilling. Especially if the system pick you to become an "Impostor". Its quite thrilling and exiciting. Though i only got the role once as played the game for 7 days. Somehow i always got the role of Crewmate. Well i think it suited for me cause im suck at pretending😂 However in a real sense, this also happen in reality. People who thought you perceived as a friends but stabs you at the back. People whose so good at lying and manipulating. And people who are shameless enough to blame others in their mistakes than to take responsibility. In our life, there are people among us that disgrace you and pull you down in order to save themselves.  We can't help this since humans are naturally greedy. Its our life choice if we chose to hurt other to make ourselves feel better than pursuing harder. Even though i know its a game i got riled up when they are pointing their fingers at me when i didn't do anything wrong. (Funny i know 😂) Thanks for reading! 💜💜💜 What's your thoughts? 💭💭

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@CelestineJ 13 September 2020

Happy Lord's Dayyyy💜💜😇

@CelestineJ 12 September 2020

Education in the Philippines (**From the article Mula tore patungong palengke:** **Neo liberal Education in the Philippines**) ***Reaction and Summary*** The Spaniards and American offer education towards the Filipino because they want pacification. They manipulate them to obey to their rule and regulations. Since the Filipinos beforehand are ignorant and their knowledge are lacking, they was lured and entice in the ideas of education. The God that the Spaniards taught was different to the gods known by the tribes. They also taught to them that there are people that reminds the tribes on what to do as they receive the grace of God. And it’s called “Prayle” Churches are built and they taught to the tribes how to serve God. They also taught about the value and beliefs in order for the people to fall in hell after they die. And these are to be obey the person in authority in the church, society, and in family. The church became the center of education during the colonization of Spaniards. In 1863, Decreto Real decided to build a school for the children in pueblos and mandated them to go to school. However the system are still the same because the administration was under of Prayle or Kura. On the other hand, the Americans use the English language to put the other Filipinos in silence as they colonized the country. To put them in restraint as they also try to invade our lands. They targeted the Ilustrados and the elites as they are the first one who accepted the English language. They lure the Filipino youth to experience the luxurious living in the America and encourage them to enroll in prestigious university administer by them. On the year 1901, Act no. 74 was made wherein the opportunity of building and opening of public school and its free education to all children. The act also said that Filipino teacher’s should train to merge with Americans teacher. The textbook are from the American therefore as a result, the Filipino children were affected by their culture. Their education became colonized. On the year 1935, the American let go the handling on the Department of education and pass it down to the Filipinos. Therefore, the goal of Spaniards and Americans was put into success. It is to put the Filipinos in silence and manipulate them in order to gain the control of our country. The education was used to pacify the ignorant Filipinos for invading their lands and using their reources. As a conclusion, The system of our Education was builded by wrong intentions. Manipulation was excuted to the ignorant Filipinos in the past years and luring them into luxury and knowledge they don't know of. We can sees the reasons why some educational principles and system in the education our country are questionable. As of this moment, we are now grasping the freedom because of the sacrifices of many Filipinos. As a payback for them, we should correct and aim a quality education that was not manipulated by any foreign forces. Moreover, to achieved a greater sucess a double hardwork must apply in every aspects. The government should stop relying to the core counties. We claimed to be independent but our actions contradicts our words. Its not bad to find and seek help in order to execute their plans. However, our country should learn to cultivate our own people than to depend themselves in other influences. Cultivate the children and give them a good quality of education. Focus more on the issues and problem of the our own people. Be innovative and revolutionary in making plans for the peoples sake. As i explain this in words, however i know myself that this is just an idealize dreams and plans for the country.  Making, executing, processing and evaluating this plans are not easy. Especially there are still many issues that should be solved in our country. On the other hand, I still looking forward on how our system progress and to make my fleeting dream of mine appear before my eyes.

@CelestineJ 12 September 2020

Sunlight is good.... Until it betrays you in a form of sunburn I read it in manga 😉 ~💜💜💜 ~ What's your thoughts? 💭💭

@CelestineJ 11 September 2020

Love? Some say its blind, a mystery, a purpose, a fever, a sign of acceptance, an assurance, a temporary insanity, a blanket, an untamed force, an uncontrollable emotions, a battle, a competition or a puzzle. But for me, Love is a gift that can bless you with such wonderful joy yet it can bury you deep in sorrow thats its impossible to find a way out. - Erika, He's My Secret Agent Kusinero. I read this book written by Ms. Butter fly and i love this quotation in her book. It just so relatable on how people define love base on their own circumstances. On how we fall in love and create our own realizations as we try to grow and be mature. While having this kind of realizations in our heads, we try to look back and reminisce our decision. Asking ourselves does we make a right decision? And after some self reflections, we are now looking forward. It can be together with our partners, or looking forward but separately ~💜💜💜~ What's your thoughts? 💭💭

@CelestineJ 11 September 2020

Why Him His smile that makes me in glee His chinky eyes that beats my heart **irrationally** His intense gaze that look over me No wonder I'm interested, drawing me closely His tall and moreno figure His calm jokes and calm demeanor The lazy look in his eyes that annoys you But when he laugh, it makes you smile too I have no idea when it started Wherein you are the one that my eyes wanted Looking you at the corner of my eye Smilling like a silly i wonder why One step closer, but you took three steps further So near yet so far Everytime i draw you move Puzzled, what do you want to prove You're a full of contradiction Yet, i want to create a connection Coz you take my breath away Like a sun that brightens the day I wamt to hold and cherish this feeling And remember the moments when im faling No assuming things, Just go with the flow And be the heroine on the show

@CelestineJ 11 September 2020

My Life with You The love in you're eyes that is hard to find So sweet, gentle and kind Mant people says that there is no forever However all i want is to be with you until my life's over I found my true happiness in you I hope youre feelings for me is true Now i offer you my heart Please dont break it apart Teasing you is my hobby Please my love, don't be angry Coz seeing your different expressions Is my everyday motivation You are the light in my way My inspiration every night and day You arms is my warm blanket As I melt in your sweet smiles I can't nt forget I hoped that our love last endlessly We wil create wonderful memories We will fill each other emptiness Because your are my beloved , my life, and happiness

@CelestineJ 10 September 2020

Neglected Seeing your happy faces But walking toward me carrying your broken promises As if its better without me That i am an extra baggage to carry How far can i continue and go? If there is a pain and disappointments carrying my soul Those hurtful words that you are saying Pierce down my heart and no cure for healing Im not seeking for more attention Just only a little affection With your love I think I can do anything But you are unconcerned on what I'm feeling The sparks in my eyes is now claimed by darkness My feelings consumed in sadness Destroying the dreams i make Pulling me down every try i take How can i show you my good intentions If you refuse to see and point out my wrong reasons How can i keep fighting? If there is no reason to hold on at the beginning I trembled and burst into tears I feel so worthless with every discouragement i hear Now my trust is broken And i only have myself to begin again Someday you will realize your mistakes That you chose to push me away As i stand strongly on the ground With my wings spread and flapping over the clouds

@CelestineJ 9 September 2020

Pain Pain is inevitable. We cannot avoid it, hide it,prevent it. It is one of the proof that we are human. Pain is demanded to be felt that's making us feel alive. We experience this feeling in so many ways. Different degree and different reasons. We can feel the lightness touch of pain of the wound and the excruciating touch of pain that makes us difficult to breath, gasping and helpless. We people are afraid to feel pain especially to the reasons behind it. The **emotional and physical pain**. Somehow for me these kind of pain similar even though it attacks in different aspects. They both bring scars The **physical pain** makes your body tremble depends of the intensity it cause. Even though you can cleanse the wound and attach a band it to it. A scar will remain that will remind how painful you felt in that time. A scar that whenever you sees this you can't help to reminisce the memories you experience. A wound no matter how big or small is still a wound. No one can change that fact. A physical pain can cause a trauma depends upon the mentality of a person. That if you think how painful you felt at the time you are suffering. It cant help your body to flinch at the sight of it. Sometime your body remembers what your mind doesn't On the other hand, Emotional Pain makes you heart tremble when you think, see, touch, or hear an issue that hurts you. Unlike physical pain, emotional pain can takes days, months or years to heal. Its an emotional torture to the heart and mind whenever something reminds you on the things you've been hurt to. Such as betrayal, dissapointments, bitterness, heartaches and rejections that leaves a scar to your heart. These pain have been experienced by all people in the world. There is no exceptions or special treatments. We all suffer at the same thing. But the difference is how we will cope up to pain we been dealing with. How we will try to heal ourselves and our hearts to the pain we suffered. And how we make decisions to move forward and leave those painful past behind. However the scar will remain, no matter how unsightly it is, be proud of that scar. Because it is a proof that you conquered the quest. A proof that you have the courage to fight. It is like a badges of the battle, an evidence that you are a warrior who will countinue to pursue forward. ~💜💜💜~ Whats your thoughts? 💭

@CelestineJ 9 September 2020

Rekindle Can you turn back something that have been lost? A broken fragments that can never be whole again. A relationship that has a crack inside. Can you rekindle a relationship if there's a doubt formulating inside your mind? You must not repeat the same mistake again. The mistake that cause you to fall apart. But instead to rekindle, start a something new. A new beginning and a new journey to take, learn from the mistake that causes failures and heart aches. Taking a new turn so that a different and better result will happen this time. ~~💜💜💜💜~~ What's your thoughts? 💭

@CelestineJ 9 September 2020

A Good Night Tale An orange hue starts to invade the sky The sun is already saying goodbye The new scenery starts to unfold Wherein no one can unmasked the calmness it hold Darkness starts crawling in Several lights began twinkling What a wonderful creation it seems Especially with our intertwining fingers As we looked above together A/N The other two above is an original pic of mine😂 sowwy for low quality🙇‍♀️

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@CelestineJ 9 September 2020

Beginning After the End For those who want to read an action and isekai manhwa i highly recommend you this manhwa. It is a story of a king that died at an old age and born again. A typical reincarnation story however the story progress is very nice and thrilling. Its unique in its own way and heartwarming. There many funny and cute scenes between the family that make it adorable. If you want to read a manga and manhwa with no money to spend i highly recommend the manga reader and manga geek There are also many actions scenes and the drawing are so good and bad ass I will not spoil events because i want you to enjoy the story. Heheh Thanks for reading!

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@CelestineJ 9 September 2020

Captain Levi I just want to share some photos of our Captain Levi ❤️❤️ (Spoiler Alert!) i warned you enough i read this on manga but there is no release of anime yet. This photo is when he got surrounded by his comrades turn to titans. It the time ne when they captured Zeke and he is attempting to escape by using the liquid that turns the eldian to titann. When i read this i got frightened i thought he was done but then he is so strong he defeted all titans in the area. And captured Zeke again for escaping him. This scene is the first appearance of Captain Levi in the manga after the point of view shifted to Reiner when he got dedeated and turn to the Marleyans. He so cool❤️ And in this scene is when he defeated and captured Zeke in the arms of Marleyans. What's you thoughts? 💭 Thanks for reading! ❤️

@CelestineJ 9 September 2020

Comments I got this logo when i won i prize in an event wherein she post a question and we will comment our answers. Im really happy and thrilled that she appreciated my thoughts and opinions on the question she posted. I mean as a reader, i have my own opinion, point of view, and idea on almost everything. I have comments and segways to almost everything i have set my eyes on. But then its a first time that i got awarded because of voicing out my own ideas on a certain matter. It really fluttering to have your thoughts appreciated and considered making you feel that you are important. We have different comments, opinions, and ideas. Because we are unique in our own way we also have a unique thinking on how our minds process. But for me, creating your comments and ideas in a wonderful and good ways is influencing someone who will read or hear your thoughts in a good manner.

@CelestineJ 9 September 2020

Sunrise I got inspired by the post of everyone so i wanted to share my capture moments of sunrise.😂 I capture this when i am walking along the river in Pasig. Since there is always a traffic jam in that area towards to our school its better to walk on my way that to wait on how many hours the jeep will move. The traffic is an everyday occurrence in Pasig so i always walk up early and prepare my self in exhausting walk

@CelestineJ 7 September 2020

Good evening everyone! I just want to share my story. Well i used to stay in my auntie's house because of some circumstances and now I am home and together with ny family. It hust really nice to have family that you can running back into. People who accepts who you are and help ypu no matter situation you are in. But then its not applicable to everyone. Every people has their own reasons for their actions and it also depends a person. Sometimes it doesnt need a blood ties to experience of.having a family. Its a bond you create with then having unforgettable memories