@CelestineJ 10 September 2020

Neglected

Seeing your happy faces But walking toward me carrying your broken promises As if its better without me That i am an extra baggage to carry How far can i continue and go? If there is a pain and disappointments carrying my soul Those hurtful words that you are saying Pierce down my heart and no cure for healing Im not seeking for more attention Just only a little affection With your love I think I can do anything But you are unconcerned on what I'm feeling The sparks in my eyes is now claimed by darkness My feelings consumed in sadness Destroying the dreams i make Pulling me down every try i take How can i show you my good intentions If you refuse to see and point out my wrong reasons How can i keep fighting? If there is no reason to hold on at the beginning I trembled and burst into tears I feel so worthless with every discouragement i hear Now my trust is broken And i only have myself to begin again Someday you will realize your mistakes That you chose to push me away As i stand strongly on the ground With my wings spread and flapping over the clouds