"I will be the night and you will be the moon
Our house in Jochna
If you are the sun, I am the rainbow
That city was our ...
I would forget the noise, I would understand everything
Rose was our daily commute
I will be the night and you will be the moon
Our house in Jochna "
The song is playing non-stop on the audio player of Madhurya's phone. This song is sung by a very favorite person named Raudra without any instrument. Which Archana is listening to while intoxicated and at the same time shedding tears. For thirty minutes Madhurya sat beside her and just watched this scene. She is silent. Today she really can't stop him anymore. The tip of Archana's nose turned red when she cried. The eyelids are wet and uniform. Archana's four-year-old son came to his mammam once during the game and left again. Seeing his mother's tears, maybe he also understood that his mammam wants to be alone now. Taking the ball in his hand, he went away and stood for a while. Madhurya noticed that and went up to him. He put his hand on her head and said,
- "Ma'am! Do you like KitKat too?"
Prithvi answered in her sweet voice,
- "Mamma doesn't let me eat. I say I will catch insects in my teeth."
- "I'll let you eat. Eat?"
- "Auntie will catch insects in her teeth."
- "Nothing will happen once you play."
- "Do you eat?"
- "I eat a lot. Look at my teeth. Are there any insects?"
Madhurya showed her teeth to the earth. When Prithvi saw it, she laughed and said,
- "I'll eat in secret. Won't you tell Mamma?"
- "Not at all."
Madhurya replied shaking her head. Kitkat took one out of the purse and handed it to Prithvi. Prithvi got busy eating and playing again. Madhurya came again and sat next to Archana. Archana was then busy wiping her eyes and nose on the tissue. Said to Madhurya,
- "Don't you feel bad?"
Madhurya smiled and replied,
- "If he sees you just like that, he will stop in excitement. You don't have to look beautiful in front of him."
- "Hey, there is a matter of smartness. He will see me after so many years. And if he sees that Archana has become an aunty after marriage! Then I will not be able to accept that. "I'm not feeling well with my husband. That's why I'm in this situation."
Madhurya sat up with her feet on her feet and said holding her chin,
- "Say nothing more?"
Archana looked at the outfit in the small mirror and said to Madhurya,
- "Brother, you are a hot figure. Even after getting married, you are keeping your age at eighteen. You don't have any tension. Polapan of Nine Ten is still proposing to you. And we are getting old day by day with a birth."
Madhurya just bowed her head in worship.
- "Where did grandpa go?"
- "Maybe he went to the market. But when will he come?"
After this question, Archana's husband Pius left. Her groom's age is a little older than Archana's age. The difference between them is about twelve or thirteen years. Archana and Madhurya are childhood friends. Archana dropped out of school after marriage. And Madhurya is in the fourth year of BBA. About five years later Archana came to his homeland. After the death of his parents, he did not come back.
Pius came and sat next to Archana. When Prithvi saw her father, she ran to him and took him in her arms. Sitting down, Pius said to Madhurya,
- "This is a shopping mall in your police station. There is no other place to go."
Madhurya replied,
- "What did Dada say? There is a primary school, a high school, a college, an Eidgah Maidan, a small market, two cinema halls, a new mall is being built next to it. Besides, Sonali Bank, Prime Bank, for walking. There's a secluded garden in the distance. Most of the boys and girls use it as a picnic corner. Half of our area is covered by the municipal council. Isn't that enough for a police station? "
Archana threw a flying kiss towards Madhurya. He laughed and said,
- "That's the right answer. Listen, everyone is crazy about what we have in this birthplace. Those who come here don't want to leave easily."
Pius raised his eyebrows and smiled.
- "Well, I understand. There are actually a lot of things in this small upazila of yours."
Suddenly a message came to Madhurya's messenger from Raudra Raj ID. After seeing the message, Madhurya came to a little empty space. The messenger received a call from Opash to call Raudra,
- "Can this be her groom with her?"
- "So what happened? Are you scared?"
- "Hey brother, I'm her X. How can I come in front of her groom as X?"
- "Listen brother, the age is not less. You are twenty-six years old. Are you still scared? What happened to X? Archana is not scared anymore. You will come naturally and say hello. Diameter!"
Raudra got a little angry and broke the melody of sweet words and said,
- "Dia! What a wonderful thing? Don't be so easy, are you okay? Could your groom have been sitting with me and having coffee very easily?"
- "Why not? You're not my X anymore."
- "Listen Madhu, I am your X and you are my X. This is as true as daylight. I will not argue with you about this now. I will not be able to come in front of her groom."
Madhurya got angry and said,
- "If you can't, turn around."
Madhurya hung up the phone. Then Raudra called again. Madhurya received the rebuke.
- "What happened?"
- "I'll come. Then if something bad happens, you're responsible."
- "Yes, mine. Come on."
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As soon as Madhurya came and sat next to Archana, Piyas said,
- "Did your girlfriend's boyfriend call?"
Madhurya stared at the worship. What Archana understood from her face was that Archana told her groom and herself about Raudra. That's how Madhurya answered.
- "Yes, he's coming."
Although Pius kept his face normal, Madhurya could see the hardness in his eyes. Archana should not have brought the matter up so openly. That's what sweetness thought. The sun came and stood facing the sweetness. Next to him is his friend Pallab. Hi Hello, Raudra got to know Piyas very easily. Pius let the sun sit by his side. Pallab went to order coffee. There was a lot of talk between the two of them. Archana turned her eyes and looked back at Raudra. Four years later she saw the man she loved in front of her eyes. Archana waited for Raudra to look at her. Madhurya Archana was pinched to be normal. Because he sees the sun slowly becoming more and more emotional. They had a relationship for nine years. Then suddenly everything became random. The sun forgot everything and proceeded towards its goal. And Archana took care of her love in her heart and was caught in the trap of the world with an unknown man.
Archana restrained her emotions and started talking to Raudra in a very normal tone. In the middle of the story, Archana noticed Raudra's vision several times. Madhurya is busy pressing the phone with deep attention. The sun looked at it a few times. Needless to say, Archana herself knows that her ex-boyfriend also fell in love with her best friend three years ago. That is what Madhurya herself said to Archana. Archana laughed a little. Hearing the sound of her laughter, Madhurya raised her eyes. Said to Madhurya,
- "Eat less and less, my friend. Pay attention to everyone."
Madhurya left the phone and said,
- "I was talking about something urgent on Messenger. Sorry."
In the middle of everyone's story, there are two or three eyes of sunshine and sweetness. Madhurya kept on noticing Archana again and again. Archana smiled and tried to explain something to Madhurya. Madhurya asked him with a wink,
- "What happened?"
Archana said nothing. Just smiled. Suddenly in the middle of the story, Archana said to Madhurya,
- "Dude, you can play a double character if you want."
At that moment, Madhurya was stunned by Archana's words. Raudra understood the meaning of that word with sweetness. Madhurya never expected to hear such a thing from her best friend. Sweetness came up with the excuse of going to the washroom. How could Archana say this? Yes, this is true, Raudra and he once fell in love with a momentary emotion while talking. And they did not give that relationship for a long time. He doesn't even have a name for the relationship. Feel free to tell Archana the story of their relationship. And that worship sat down to say such a thing to him!
Madhurya came and stood in the open space in front of the cosmetics shops on the fourth floor. Today, almost all the shops in the mall except the fast food shop are closed. He stood in front of the empty space holding the railing. Below is the smallest busiest road of this upazila and the people on the side of the road can see the shops full of sweetness. He himself was very uncomfortable sitting in front of the sun. When he was supposed to meet Rudra with Archana, Rudra said,
- "I will see you, Ray Madhu. I will also see Archana. But I want to see you more than her."
After many months, Madhurya talks to Raudra on Facebook. In between, Madhurya also got married to her boyfriend. At that time he had no contact with the sun. The day Madhurya spoke to Raudra, Raudra pulled out the old words and said to Madhurya,
- "The day I found out you married Rayat. That day I thought, shit I'm really stupid **. I mean I still can't believe you married him!"
Madhurya said then,
- "So what do you mean? I'll sit down for you? I should have waited for you? I had no relationship with you that you could talk about. Even if he was a murderer, I would never have imagined you in his place and I will never be able to. "
Raudra laughed sarcastically only that day. Today, Madhurya is realizing exactly where her mistake is! His first mistake was to get in touch with his best friend X. And the second mistake was to explain your mistakes to that best friend very nicely. He should have understood that even if not today, he would have to take such statements tomorrow. But this is true! Although he felt differently towards Raudra, it is better that he stayed with Rayat and is still on the bus. That's why he left the house without looking at his parents' faces without being self-sacrificing like Archana, holding Rayat's hand.
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Pius took the boy in his arms and left the mall long ago. Archana knows that a lot of things are going to be random today. But do not lose anything. If there is anything, you will lose! As soon as he got up in the eighth grade, his father left. As soon as he passed the ninth class, Raudra also let go of his hand. And after the marriage, my mother also left. He had no one but the new world. He does not have to bear the brunt of the new world. There is no other way. He has no place to go. Raudra Tuktak said many things with Archana. Although he did not notice the hour that had passed while talking, Raudra noticed it and suddenly looked for sweetness.
- "Where did the sweetness go? It got up a long time ago."
Archana smiled sweetly and said,
- "My friend is angry with me. You either sit in the sun or I'll see where he's gone!"
Archana got up and searched for Madhurya from side to side. But was not seen. How many times did you call? But instead of receiving, he got BG again and again. As soon as Archana came back, she saw Raudra talking on the phone and going to the fourth floor.
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Madhurya came from the shop with a chair and sat in the empty space and spent the evening alone. Suddenly the sun came up behind him and he came back in shock. He did not expect Raudra to come to him alone without worshiping him.
- "I had to meet you and Archana just to tell you a story. It is not possible to meet you alone or it is not possible to meet Archana alone."
Madhurya said in a serious tone,
- "Where's Archana? Why did Eli leave her alone?"
- "To call you."
- "Call me when I'm done talking. I'll be gone. After how long I have met X! How much you have to say! I can't say everything in front of me."
- "That's true. But X is you too. How much more can I talk to you!"
Madhurya frowned and looked back at the sun. Sometimes he has doubts. Did Raudra love worship at all? How can you share the same feelings with him if you love him? Madhurya sat up and said,
- "How many people do you have in your mind?"
Raudra smiled and leaned against the railing. Laughing, he said,
- "My mind is very big Ray. In this mind you are your bestie and now my Mouli is ruling."
- "Oh well! So you're in a relationship now?"
- "Huh! And that's what I'm telling you two together that I'm going to be married very soon."
- "Great! So what do you think I or Archana will be very jealous or read in the show? I can not talk about Archana. Don't say your X. "
Raudra did not say anything in reply. The evening is over and the world is now Jochnakumari. Half moon in the sky. The twinkling lights of a few stars are not exactly visible in the sky of Jochna. How long did Raudra say in silence and in seriousness,
- "I really loved Archana, Ray Madhu. The feeling of losing her in love with her was unmatched by anyone else. After three years, that feeling suddenly came back to me again. You understand and know that. But here is the same chapter lost. I can't find you because of religious differences. If you say that love has never come in my life, then I have only one thing to say. Love can come once in a lifetime, it can come again and again in human life. Whether or not you value the two of you in my life, whatever you say about the place is always too much and too deep. It was removed from the inside a long time ago. Only now ...! "
Suddenly silence fell between the two. Madhurya forgot to ask questions. Raudra stopped talking and walked slowly and came very close to Madhurya. In the midst of Raudra's words, Madhurya was walking and leaning her back against the wall, Jochna was listening to Raudra's words in silence while looking at the bright sky.
The sun is silently looking at the bright face of sweetness in the light of Jochna. Today, Madhurya also wants to accept an extreme truth that has been denied all her life Madhurya doesn't know if there are any rules in the world that prevent love. If there is a rule that only one person can go home. But he has broken the rules long ago. Maybe if we accept this truth today, someone will say that the pit is full of sweet love. His love is not pure. Yet today he is willing to admit it, not just to the ryot; He also loved the sun. Maybe he can live without Raudra. But he cannot or will not live without the ryot. Because with raiyat love is also his lifelong habit. That habit will remain in his life for the rest of his life Yes, the ryot is right there. And the sun is that bad nature, the nature that is bad is rejected. And Madhurya did just that.
After a moment of silence, Madhurya asked Raudra,
- "Just what now?"
Raudra immediately replied,
- "I will do a very old whim to you again today. Suppose I fell in love with you once because of this whim."
- "What?"
- "I can know. But you have to have that whim. I can't forbid it. Except today, tomorrow I will be someone else's property. Then I will not be able to bring this whim to you and I will not bring it. So I am doing it today. Obstacles, prohibitions, do nothing. "
Madhurya didn't seem to think what to say. He seemed to be trapped in the infallible gaze of the sun. Paul stood silently for a few moments. Madhurya's silence was thought to be Raudra's consent. Suddenly the sun came much closer to the sweetness. Forgetting the whole world, he suddenly grabbed Madhurya's lips between her lips. Sweetness became an idol in amazement. A few hands away, the same wonder surrounded the deep worship. Long after the sun had set, he too had come and stood a little away from them. There is no electricity as there are no shops and there is no electric light. After a while, Raudra freed her and called out to Madhurya in a soft voice.
- "Madhu! Do you know the name of my relationship? There was no relationship between us in your language. So there is no name. But there was a relationship in my language and there is a name."
Pointing to the half moon in the sky, the sun said in that soft voice,
- "Don't you see the moon there? The moon is not full today. The moon will be half full throughout this date. The date of your relationship was also the date of the half moon. The date on which our relationship will never be full. The date of our relationship was absolutely bad. So love too." There was a half like that half moon. Perfection is no more. "
The sun moved away from the sweetness. Standing at a distance, he said in a hushed voice,
- "Stay well Ray. I'm coming."
As soon as the last words of the sun rang in Archana's ears, Archana's wet eyes were quickly wiped away. His inner worship said,
- "But the date of our relationship was also bad, the sun. On that date, the moon was half full."
Archana's eyes got wet again. This time he did not wipe his eyes. Just said
- "You stay well, Sunshine. Stay well all your life."
