I wanna go back on those days that everything was fine
I wanna go back to those places where my mind is at piece
I wanna go back, on savouring every calmness of my breath
I wanna go back where I can still fight my tears and my fears
I wanna go back where my laughter and smiles are real as the reflection of my eye
I wanna go back where everything is simple but well and worthy to appreciate for
I wanna go back to where I think I could possibly be
I wanna go back from things that my heart desires
I wanna go back to those well planned routines in my life
I wanna go back on extending my patience on the long run
I wanna go back from being strong on facing trials and not giving up until it is done
But I know , I can't go back from the past that I ruined already
I want to see a brighter day
I want to see the brightest color that calms me
I want to see the perfect sunset, from a tiring day
I want to see the perfect sunset, from a tiring day
I want to see the brightest sunrise , to start a new day
I want to be more happy
I want to be more strong
I want to cast out my anxiety
I want to cast out all my worries
I want to accept reality
I want to accept all the changes that comes around me
I want to accept more on being hate without me doing nothing
I want to trust others more
I want to remove all my doubts
I want to stop self pity
If chances and God will allow me soon
I want to travel alone
To unknown places and unknown people
I want to be just what I wanted to be not what they wanted for me to be
I just want all this shits to be all freeeeeeeee.
To those having an, online stranger.
-This is for you!!!
Talking through phone are one of the good memories
Can be treasure soon about this quarantine season
From scrolling up and scrolling down
Your name popped up , and we became friends now
We only met online
Our conversation can be somehow sublime
Lots of "hahaha" in every line
Can somehow be considered we're doing fine
Sometimes funny, silly, and sometimes we talk things seriously
You are good, kind and God-fearing
In that, I salute you for proving that God is able
Dramas in life can be expressed freely
For somehow talking to people who doesn't know me can make me at glee
Rants here , rants there ,you are my living twitter
Like I always say "better express it to a stranger"
You are now a special stranger to me
For you hear me out, when it felts like no one can be
Thank you my unknown friend for still listening my oa rants until it mends
If someday we will cross paths
If God will allow us to meet
Please don't reminisce my rants in you now
Please do take that as a vow
Talking about future, we almost had the same visions,
Wearing that Black Toga is one of our greatest ambition
To receive that Diploma and can't wait hearing them saying "You made it, Congratulations!"
I'm grateful to know a little bit of you
I'll just hope that it could be true
Pardon if I don't easily believe in you
For I have my own trust issues
All I can say is soon, If ever we will meet
I hope it couldn't be just once in a blue moon
For I felt interested about the stories to go on
Thank You for Everything
God bless you on your Journey
No matter how long could it be
Let's just trust him for He can give you what you could possibly be.
Just sharing my thoughts in this Pandemic!!!
God bless everyone... God is Good, all the time, and all the time, God is Good..