When I was 8 years old, I thought when we died we will go directly in our creator that when we died our soul can freely travel everywhere, we are powerful enough to do the things we want to accomplish but that are great misconception of mine.
During my puberty age I started to be aware in my daily living I became more outgoing and outspoken because of these I begun to go in different churches every sunday because of peer pressure. Many years passed it seems that going to church regularly is part of my habit I can say that Im Christian by name but not by heart it's so sad to hear but that is true I can't feel God's presence but it's not a big deal for me because basically I don't aware of it as long as I understand the doctrine and lesson every week Im already saved when I died.
One time my pastor tell us to have a discipleship group this will help us to strengthen and deepen our faith and love and also it help us to share the Gospel to anyone we want to win the soul, In this event we've started to create small group this group has a one purpose this is not only to help you store more knowledge but also to create intimate relationship with God. While we doing this I begun to realized that personal relationship to God is the only thing that we need for us to be saved, and I really felt sorry to God because for so many years of worshipping him I didn't meet His presence. After that I begun to set a commitment and intimate relationship to him that is the time I have felt the real feeling of salvation, I have felt His loving presence and unexplainable strength I have.
I was amazed to God because even though Im not become a good son to Him He remain faithful to me for so many years...
TO GOD BE THE GLORY!