Inner Battles

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4 years ago

Someone has their claws on your throat
You can't breath so you freeze
Air won't get to your head
So darkness crawls in
The urge to walk out is there
But you seem blind
Until your hands become your eyes
Searching for your way out
Only for something to hiss in the dark
And force them to run back to you in fear
Afraid of being chopped away
In single deadly bites
Down the throats
Of your now converging demons.

Chaos erupt
Yelling can be heard
You wonder how no one else seems to notice
How living inside your skin can be draining
When the voices become as loud
And pride leaves your tongue so proud
Forcing you to fight solo
While the weight of this unforgiving life
Has you down on your knees
Begging for the much needed quiet
Unable to withstand the noise
Of their uncultured take over.

Something is trying to keep you under
Helping you slowly die
The state of being a living zombie
Has you on the set of the walking dead
Cruising down the busy streets
While stuck in your own limiting bubble
Grinding alongside other disguised ones
Unfit to rat each other out
The fight to swim back up
For a gasp of the much needed air
Then becomes a daily battle
Fighting each of them back
For the right to your own headspace.

I am very passionate about mental health and this was one of many ways of highlighting the usually overlooked Angel of death.

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I saw read some of your articles and i can tell that you love writing poems, do you have inspirations in writing poems? Coz I'm really bad at it but i love to learn to write. And btw, from what country are you? Your english is seems so great.

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4 years ago

Yes even me too I don't play with my mental helath am very compassionate about it seriously

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4 years ago

Mental health is social health. It's the how we relate with each other. It's everything.

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4 years ago

That was way too chilling. It took me by the second stanza to realize that it related to anxiety but then it wasn't just anxiety after all. It went much wider than that

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4 years ago

Definitely is wider. I have an unhealthy relationship with demons raging from anxiety to paranoia. Thank you for visiting and your support!

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4 years ago

Lol i know the feeling and it's cool that you can put it into words like this and make it come so beautifully

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4 years ago

I think it's a global conversation... I am just doing my part.

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4 years ago

Thank you

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4 years ago

For what exactly?

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