What I want right now!

Hi there! I am single at the moment. Officially for over a year now. I am a hypocrite if I claimed that I don't need anyone in my life. In fact, I really do. I wanted to. So bad. I want someone on my life, to lean on, to be with, to talk to, to be my bestfriend and my best enemy, my confidant, my companion, my partner in crime, my partner in life. For everything. Until our gray days. The thing is, I can't find him, or maybe I am not looking for him. Maybe I met him already, or he is just there that I can hardly notice. My life is tough, my life is lonely. Everyone says I don't need a guy in my life. Maybe yes, maybe not. I don't know. I need a sign.