Do I trust my Brain ?

Tomorrow Is my first day of my mid term examination that's why I'm posting my content this late. My aim of working at this platform is giving my every day my one hour precious time. I know it's not suitable for this platform. The platform I'm using is so amazing the way I've freedom to write down my thoughts is just what I wanted all these years. One I'll gonna write about my journey of one year of noise.cash and also how i started working here. Well let's go back to my article.

Am I too week to remember things? Or I'm not studying attentively?

I don't know this problem happens with me only or it's also happened to you guys too.

Actually tomorrow is my first exam of Political Science. For me this is totally different field because being a student of medical made me feel somehow uncomfortable to adjust with this new field.

I have been working work to go through all the syllabus but unfortunately when I completed half of my syllabus. For instance I looked back just in order to check is everything i prepared still is in mind or not? Literally speaking I started crying after testing myself. I lost my patience and burst into tears like why my Brain isn't cooperating with me. Why do I've to suffer these. After 7 hours means at 10 am my exam will start but I still have lot of syllabus to complete. But what should I do about the previous one. Why I'm unable to remember all those points. Even i tried to wrote down it thrice time on note book but all in vain.

I'm my previous semester I got 4/4 GPA all that made me to take my study easy and I wasted my time in the gymnasium although it wasn't waste of time it was one of precious days of my entire life. But it is getting hard to concentrate on study.

Well after all these miseries I opened my read.cash to stared writing with a puffy eyes.

Sometimes there arises questions in my mind. Why do I have to stay up all nigh just for sake of study? Why do I have to suffer all night by remembering these topics which is totally different from my practical life? Sometimes I do blame my institutional systems why do they only manufacture robot means students, students who acquire only theoretical knowledge in spite of practical knowledge. If I got opportunity to govern a country, first things which I would do will be correction of educational system.

Things which we learn from institute only limit for sometimes but the knowledge we acknowledge from harsh experiences of life remains lifetime.

Let's end up with this examination system.

I got an point, if I forgot all the half syllabus right now how ill gonna remember it after my half life. Why not better I learn a thing which benefits me I'm my actual, practical life.

I don't want to study these unambiguous things but unfortunately even though I don't want but I've to.. Otherwise I'll lost my educational status. Well afterwards I'll be a burden on my family.. Let's see how long this educational system will make robot of only theoretical knowledge.

By the way, thanks for reading my sentimental article and don't forget to remember me in your previous supplication, so I can get grades. Because here in my country. If you have good grades you are so genius. Haha