Episode-1
I didn't mind the day my student slapped me on the cheek,
"A man like you never qualifies as a teacher. How could you put your hand on your student's chest?
Aren't you ashamed? People like you should be handed over to the police. You wander in the name of tuition. Take advantage of the students' helplessness. "
When my student said these things in front of her parents, her parents pushed me out of the house without verifying the truth.
I could not say anything that day, I became dumb after listening to my student. I was kicked out without being given a chance to say anything.
My crime was I saw my student getting drunk. Occasionally he would get drunk. Eat yaba. When he found out I had seen him eat these and I would tell his parents all his evil deeds. That's when he did the disgusting thing to me. But I thought my student didn't know that I had seen her eat all this. That's why I thought I would tell her parents everything after teaching today. But I realized when my student insulted me. He already knew I could tell his parents. So he did that to me today.
Honestly, I didn't feel as bad that day as I do today. When I came across the road that day, I just glowed like rain water with my two eyes and thought. How can people be so selfish in their needs? How can a person be insulted so badly for his own needs? But that day I could not find the answers to my questions. But I realized one thing that day. People will not hesitate to do the worst thing in the world for their own needs.
Honestly, it didn't feel as bad that day as it does today.
Today my father kicked me out of the house forever. My honest mother told my father that I look down on him. I don't see his daughter as my sister, I don't caress her. He raised his hand to his son whenever he got a chance. But even though she was an honest mother, I loved and respected her like my own mother. I don't know how she could talk about becoming a mother. You never told my sister you never did. I used to save Tiffin's money and buy gifts for him. But today none of this has turned out to be a lie. Mother's words are getting acceptance from father.
I told my father where to go? Who on earth am I without you?
Let me stay for at least a few days. I will leave if I can get a job. But my wet eyes filled with the sea could not take place in my father's heart. I could not stay in my house that night.
It's been seven days since I left home. But the bad feeling I brought with me when I left is still there. But the day I was insulted at the student's house, I just had tears in my eyes. Even if I didn't forget everything later, I didn't think I would suffer. But I still can't forget the sadness I felt when I came home.
The phone rang as I sat in a dark room and silently shed tears. I look at Israt's phone. Israt is my girlfriend. Our three-year relationship. Sometimes it seems like the girl loves me a lot, but I haven’t been able to give her anything until today. As soon as I received it, I heard a threatening sound on the other side.
Why not pick up the phone?
I have an urgent matter with you. See you today.
- I'm not feeling well. See you in a few days?
- No, we have to meet today.
I met Israt despite not wanting to.
But he did not understand my grief.
I have decided that I will not be with you anymore. I thought I would marry the son of my father's choice. We have been in a relationship for three years but I do not see any change in you. It's been a year since Honors ended. So far you have not been able to arrange a job. You have no worries about the future. Aminul does not go like this. Let's finish it all.
- You moved away from me a long time ago. You just came to let me know today. I'm not really worthy of you. I have known for so many days that love does not cost money. There is no peace anywhere in the world but there is peace in love. But that too was proved wrong today. Be well
In the battle of my life, I did not find anyone by my side. Parents, siblings, people of love to no one. I got a job even though I had to eat twice a day and put my head on the pillow in a little peace at night. But once I realized that money is not needed just to live in peace in this world. Money is also needed to die well. From then on, I started trying to move forward in life. Couldn't go far. But I created a place of peace, I got a good job.
There was a man where I worked who loved me like his own son. One day he told me that he has a daughter named Adiba. A little stubborn type, but the mind is very beautiful. She has to get married. I didn’t agree at first. Because I didn't want a lonely person like me, someone to get involved with an annoying person and ruin his life. But I do the last sheep marriage. Everyone in the office was very happy to get me married.
After a long time it seemed that my lonely life was about to come to an end. I entered the living room with high hopes and dreams. But after entering the living room, I realized. There are some people in this world who are born with the destiny of being alone for the rest of their lives. Their loneliness does not go away until death. I am one of those people.
You will not touch me, without my permission.
- Why? You are my married wife. Then why can't I touch?
- Because I didn't accept you as my husband. To your father, you are the best boy in the world. There is no other boy in the world like you. That's why my father married me to you. I didn't even have a boyfriend to run away with. I was forced to look at my father and got married. But you don't like me. I'll scream if you catch me.
- I don't like everyone. You have no reason to be preferable. But fear not, I will not catch you. You will stay here as you wish. No one will say anything. I'm going out and sleeping. It's been a long night. You fall asleep.
Today I want to cry again. But today I feel like a big criminal. I just ruined a girl's life. I married the girl who didn't want me. What was the need to get married? I was alone.
It was about midnight when I was thinking about this. Adiba is sleeping in the room. Just then my ex's phone rang. I never imagined I would talk to Israt again. But I did not pick up the phone.
He's calling again, but he doesn't want to receive me. I turned off the phone and went to sleep. Who had not been looking for so long. Why talk to him?
But I know I have to talk. As soon as I open the phone in the morning, I will see that Israt will call again. Then maybe I can't stay without receiving. But I want to get at least a little sleep tonight before I hear any bad news.
Let's go ...