"If you lose your dignity because of your bestfriends bad plans are you ready to forgive and forget everything"if your about to choose what to fight for and what not to fight for what will you choose.seek revenge or negotiate with them."save your mothers life or clear your destroyed dignity.between life and death its hard to choose but between a daughter's love to her mother silent is the best option."

Just call me Andrea and this is the story of my life,I have a bestfriend name Joanna we grew up together were closed like sisters and we went to elementary and highschool together until we had graduated in highschool and ready to step in college.Joanna was beautiful lady, only daughter and come from a rich family she's being sorrounded by men always courting and giving many gift at her,she loves making friends with opposite sex and love going out and having fun. But in relationship she's never been serious some of her ex bf's coming to me and ask for my help to get close with Joanna, but I refused. I'm her bestfriend she's like a sister to me, I always told her to stop what she's doing but she's too stubborn and hardheaded.

I told her to stop playing with men for somday she may regret it and cant find a good husband because of what shes doing,but she said its the only way she want to enjoy her life and she'll never regret it because with money and beauty she have she's too confident that what i am saying is impossible to happen.With the words she told me it reminds me not to interfere with her own lovelife and happiness so I felt ashamed to myself.who I am anyway Im just a poor bestfriend a working student and ugly lady.I'm not that ugly but for a woman like me that owns nothing, I always feel down on myself. I know it's not right but I feel jelous to my friend. She had all she want,unlike me.

Me and Joanna enrolled in one university. For the first day of the class I feel so nervous most especially when Joanna is on my side , many men always looking to us, I feel insecured because I know who's their looking for it's my friend Joanna.

l know since highschool that Joanna is famous because of her beauty, no woman nor a man refuses to see her and be friends with her she's a star, the model and muse of our school.While passing away at the court with men playing basketball , I accidentally fall on the ground my heels broke. It hurts no one comes to help me. if I'm Joanna, Im sure those guys will be running just to help me. I stand alone myself and sit on the side a lady come and approach me if I'm alright .She's a chubby woman but with looks.She hold my hands and said" hi I'm Angelica 2nd year student . I stand and shake with her and told her my name weeks by, Ive been close to Angelica we both share our problems and we both advices each other I feel like were in the same situation she's also a working student like me.

I have a lot of time with Angelica than with Joanna because Joanna had many friends and always out on a party with other rich girls on our class. And we leave on the same boarding house because she dont want to live with her mothers appartment. Ofcourse, she want to be free with her parents to do what she wants.

One night while sleeping I hear some voices outside. I open the window and saw Joanna with a guy kissing outside. I went down and open the gate, Joanna saw me and say " hello friend this is Edward my boyfreind.Joanna was so drunk so I just look to the guy and say hi then I forced Joanna to come inside our bording, the guy say"dont worry miss I'm not a bad guy I just accompany miss Joanna home " anyway whats your name.I just keep quiet and say thank you! Then locked the gate. I know the guy feel embarrased but I dont want to talk with him I have no time and Im so nervous he's so handsome and tall and with the suit and car he use I know he's not an ordinary man and I am concious with my looks. I dont even comb my hair and Im just wearing a short thats why I have to just ignore talking with him.

When, Joanna wake up she told me that she meet Edward at the party and he's the son of a rich company. "even he's rich I know you wont be serious, and youre just making a play with him again"i said,Joanna laugh and say"dont worry friend this time I will be serious, I think I found my match he's the type of guy, I want to be with the rest of mylife. I just say ok for I know many times she's telling me that words but a month passes by she had broke up and say she's bored.

2 Months passes by Joanna always goes out and says she's with Edward and having party with their friends, Joanna always invited me to join with her on party but I refuse because Im not that confident to meet her friends most especially when there are many guys invited. Its better to be alone than go to the party and see many beautiful girls wearing nice clothes and dating with handsome guys.I dont know but Im afraid of being rejected, all I want is to finish my studies to have a work so that I can buy things to make my self look beautiful like Joanna.

1 year later I asked Joanna why she looked very sad. She said Edward broke with her and went back to hongkong to work with their company. I dont believe because off all I know its impossible for a guy to broke up with Joanna,but seeing her face like that maybe she's right Joanna refuses to eat , I always advices her but wont listen.One month later Joanna says she always feels dizzy thats why I accompany her to see a doctor ,after all the question the doctor say that she's 2 months pregnant.I was shocked I looked at Joanna and she cries saying,she dont want to get pregnant and begging the doctor to take out the baby. I advice Joanna to dont do that we can call Edward to take responsibility.But Joanna's too stubborn,I cant stop her she paid money to the doctor and tell him to not tell everybody what she had done, she beg and cries to me and makes me promise to her not to tell her parents about what has happen. Thats why we keep it secret I dont want to betray my bestfriend, even though Im jelous with her I love her as my sister,I dont want to see her commit suicide because of me.I am her bestfriend I have to support her,so we both keep it secret and goes on like theirs nothing happen.

Were now in 4rth year college and ready to graduate but a big destruction happens. Ive been betrayed by my bestfreind ..

Part 2

It's our vacation day I am busy having work to earn money while Joanna was with her friends and having fun everywhere.I applied as a waitres at the restaurant where Angelica doing her part time job.Im lucky they hired me for 2 months.

While serving food for the costumers a guy called me and order for meal and alcohol to drink.He's tall and handsome he look like Edward Joannas ex bf but when I get close to him and look closely to his face there's different maybe this guy is just Edward's look alike.

The guy surprised for me starring at him and he said, miss are you alright why are you looking at me like your invistigating my face is there something wrong". Nothing sir I replied, I feel ashame and quickly go and get his order and serve it to him,then I left him alone.While Im busy serving costumers I secretly looked at the table where the guy was sitting but he already left.I feel sad that I dont even know his name,I didnt notice that Angelica was secretly observing me she come beside me and said, are you looking for Anthony,I can tell you where he is? And begin to smile at me.Hearing this with Angelica I asked her how did he know that guys name,she told me that Anthony was their regular customer,I dont know but I feel happy to know that I can see him again.

That's the first time I feel different like Im falling inlove with an unknown guy , I know its stupid things but I keep on thinking of him everyday I went to work I always checking every custumers coming in im hoping and wishing that I may see him once again,but I failed I feel sad Angelica come and tap my back.and said"hey" are you upset that you didn't see Anthony dont worry he'll be here tomorrow ived never told you that Anthony only comes here at monday and fridays because he's having work at the nearest company here ,"how did you know Im looking at him,i replied.Angelica smile and said, I was looking and observing you all this day thats why I know that your looking for someone,but dont worry you'll see him again tomorrow