People are rejoicing the new year and I am thinking to what extent we would change? Before maturity I along with my age fellows made resolutions too but didn't implement them all. And on this stage of life I guess the changes in the personality are permanent, we can't Evolve the new self Instead the experiences will only change us now. Share your feedback in the comment section below.
Do you clap with your boredom hehe I don't do this Nah. Instead, I have devised multiple ways to get off this free time. The best way to start cleaning hehe I have rearranged my cabinet, washed my clothes and even joggers too hahaha. Afterward did some studies and finally moved to the kitchen for making something tasty. Mission successful I made pasta. Hehe, I haven't realized that in a short time and multiple tasking abilities I would achieve it. By the way, I have been listening few songs from A.P Dhillon and I am in love with lyrics. But you are not Punjabi t would become difficult for you to understand.
It's for the first time I am showing my artistic talent here lol, recently I was having a heart breakdown that's was started scrolling Instagram to relieve myself. What I found was the easiest thing but literally, when I draw it I don't feel it's childish. Meanwhile, my friends did the same in the competition. So now it's up to you to tell me who made better
In a recent post, I have inquired about my decision and perhaps @bestwriter was right. It's published but still went into the trash because no one is interested to know and acknowledging human rights. Lol, I am fine after viewing this effort lost for no reason. But not an issue as I have compensated my effort with another blog hehe. Did only these 2 productive things lol; have a glance to see what I am talking and thinking about;
https://peakd.com/hive-110786/@ayesha-malik/burning-heaven-kashmir
Are you afraid to write something, literally I am having this condition now. I have written more than 1000 words which are expressing my emotions and sensitive sentiments attached to Kashmir. But now I am having the thought about the community rules, would it be considered as hate speech?
Or what if anyone from my Indian friend's community reacts pessimistic about this truth?
I am confused to start the start of the day with this frustration, to be honest, I don't trash such remarkable content also I want to reveal the truth in the same way.
If I am not going to do this, who else will accomplish the duties as a journalist?
It's a universal truth and no one can negate this fact, Kashmiris are being overpowered and murdered only because of validity.
Suggest anything which hits your mind whether it's yes or no.
Getting up in the morning and viewing the rainy lawn hehe finally dryness would be eliminated. I know we all will face the peak of winter hehe but you can expect nothing more than cold from Winter. By the way, what I expect is the superb connectivity and full-time charging of the phone along with the dry fruits and free tea lol. I have to lose calories Nah. Don't Want to become a potato hehe. Just glancing the glancing the political issues as I want to write about some hot political issues occurring in Pakistan.
As the whole realm is celebrating Christmas I am feeling lethargic for known reasons lol. I knew myself Nah so this boredom is because of inactivity, neither I have completed my study routine nor done something creative. I guess someone would relate with me hehe. Today my Pakistani community is celebrating the birthday of our leader Muhammad Ali Jinnah. I wish they can follow their rules too more specifically not to indulge in dirt politics and addictions.
Lastly formulated a blog hehe it was completed in 2 editions lol I was busy Nah; have a glance ;
https://peakd.com/hive-150329/@ayesha-malik/highlights-of-hive-and-2021-with-outstanding-people
It's the highlight of my whole blogging career on hive accomplished in 2021.
Do you miss people randomly, I do. Recently I was listening to the song and suddenly I remembered a friend of mine who played this while she drive each time. I just texted her and notified her of the feelings I had, hehe she got married and I felt the maturity in her voice lol. This was unexpected for me as I loved and appreciated the jolly version of her. How life alters each thing in your life. I wish the things which are unique in me now shouldn't be changed with the passage of time or circumstances.
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There is always a way toward forbearance, I don't think so that anyone would close this door as we all commit mistakes. But if you have made a mind that there would be no way backup, stop this. Learn and unlearn things. I guess the second stage is difficult to achieve because we can't forget the past we have had till now. Learn to forgive yourself too.
The situation when you are not enough decisive, today I have decided to take 3 strides but haven't taken a single lol, one was regarding the building writer portfolio on read.cash. Hehe, do let me know if it's TRUE or not, secondly, I was optimistic about the trading but left this because Of lack of interest and time. The third one was regarding independence but after a while, I thought Ayesha still are independent to fly what else do you want in the name of independence lol.
Here is the worthy read article,
https://leofinance.io/@ayesha-malik/life-insurance-education
Multiple people complain as they are owls but seems like I am an early bird, hehe slept earlier because of a headache but from the last 4 hours I am doing everything love, offering morning prayers, done with recitation, composing a new blog, and finally watched the recent episode of my favorite drama hehehe and you know this vibe " maybe I should adopt this profession" but let me perform my best in final semesters hehe.
Anyone can relate?
When you return to the real motive of your life, satisfaction is not for granted. We fortify the things which add being hard wired in us from generation to generation but within this materialistic life, we became indulge in the momentary delights the original joy is waiting for us which is being appointed by our Lord. But for sure our asylum is to turn toward Him.
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Sobbing eyes and cracked hearts
Remember the innocence
Being massacred on a black day,
But the notion behind the brutality
Is no more plausible
As we are the dominant, decisive
Brave and enough to grasp
Each bad eye viewing our prosperity
16 December, the day when Pakistan confronted two biggest casualties, one was the part which was being separated in 1971 because of political mishap and second happened in 2014 when numerous innocent kids were slaughtered in Peshawar attack. But still, we are united to give lesson to such foe who are pushing us backward.
Rushing behind our delights we forget the joys of others. Sometimes your presence matter to give them an inspiring and lively vibe. I am having guilty for missing the birthday of an adorable friend who motivated and assisted me each time through her encouraging words. she is such a decent and lovely girl, we all call her @Amal Fatima. Many of you know her.
If you don't want to repeat the same mistake, pin it on the calendar or set a reminder because the guilt can make you gloomy.
You have the opportunity to decorate the world and where will you commence it. I guess from your home . recently I uncovered the beauty of Isb while I was having the good vibes to discern the atmosphere but somehow I got a thought that it's all is being created by the government and people are not enough hectic to maintain this elegance . I constrained one of the kids from throwing the trash on the road and responded nicely but we needed is the convey a sense of responsibility.
Take the step from home and give the country of residency as much preference as you bestow to your home.
Running for everything but somehow it's running for nothing. We strive to gain luxury and happiness but no one attempts to attain the relaxation which will please the Almighty too.
And if He isn't satisfied with our so-called happiness will He be rewarding us further. I know He is so merciful that He rewards everyone without any discrimination but at least we should equip the delight which will gratify Him.
I know my days are being spent learning more about myself and spirituality but I am loving this time period. I wish anyone who is desiring peace should have it.
Sometimes we are restricted because of unknown reasons
nevertheless, it's the internal version of ourselves with cages us in the thoughts that what the society or world would say. Or we will not be able to make it true. This occurs with me, and I remained away from numerous things but when I have invested my efforts I came to know that there was something special for which I should have awful thoughts.
Hehe, these are the thoughts from today, just visited after 2 days as I had been busy in my own life. Here is the blog composed by me, have a glance if you have time and interest.
https://peakd.com/hive-168869/@ayesha-malik/hobby-for-recreational-purpose
No one is having perfection but sometimes we are stuck in the position where we have no choice whether we should move forward or the backup plan should be adopted. The same happened with today while I was writing a blog, things were in my mind but I didn't have the energy to illustrate them, somehow I managed to finish it but yes it took my 4 hours and 79% battery to achieve this goal. Have glance;
https://peakd.com/hive-150329/@ayesha-malik/dreemie-in-the-dreemland#@bluefinstudios/re-ayesha-malik-r3uw49
We all encounter the loss, but mainly when it's regarding the effort. I guess it's intolerable. Recently I have confronted the scam about which I am going to reveal in the upcoming blog but yes that trauma hurt me a lot. One of the users here came forward to point out the thing which wracked him psychologically and yes I felt the same pain back
But yes this all is the part of life, after spending the whole day I composed an article lol, actually I wrote it in 20 minutes but left it for a whole day hehe it wasn't the pizza dough that would rise with time. I had some hectic routine but afterward, with a headache, I finalized it, and in the morning when I saw the repose I was shocked literally I was jumping. Have a glance to see what I have achieved;
https://peakd.com/hive-152524/@ayesha-malik/transition-from-coffee
Why we are addicted to some relationships? The answer is Simple why we are bored with some relationships, hehe been a while I have discussed mental well-being things with someone and today I have enhanced my knowledge about it.
Social media isn't a psychological sickness but yes when you are misusing right for wrong, the same case is with everything. People are not bad but when you misuse their sentiments they would become worse for sure.
Introductory thighs for my blog, hehe ending the day with optimism thought, and action too.
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Definition of the good day varies with your taste of happiness, for me when I have accomplished the quality time with studies and family, it's good enough but if I have fulfilled my online work too hehe it's the best day, just concluding the today's routine,
While composing the article about natural beauty I was pulled back to the flash memories when I spent refreshing, adventurous, and memorable time with everything, have a glance,
https://peakd.com/hive-168869/@ayesha-malik/nature-absolute-relaxation-for-the-soul
Thoughts don't require exaggeration, when they are being conveyed appropriately I guess they are loud and clear. But only a limited number of people will have that closeness who can listen to you more unit thoughts.
Recently I have been thinking that people judge each other through their words and specifically writers do encounter this situation lol. Thoughts are random Nah so can't control to share. Hehe, the mood isn't artful for this.
Among the miseries of darkness
The distraction of thoughts and actions
Moving you deep into the depression
Composing the thoughts
Wrong activities wouldn't be canceled
But the lord always indicate
The way of forbearance
Where there is peace and relief
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Multiple times you are apprehensive but if small hands are there to relieve the tension you are blessed for sure. Today I was much tense because of assignments my niece redeemed from all this and I felt relaxed after having a chit-chat with her. I taught her a few unique concepts regarding the few etiquettes.
Somehow we are so much frustrated but Lord secures our optimistic and productive thoughts by sending gifted and unexpected things. Maybe sometimes it would be a person or maybe a text by a loved one. It's enough for her appreciation lol.
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Guests are a blessing for sure but when you have to do everything for their servings more specifically cooking, baking, and frying. And then you have to look neat too, arghh it's a most tough task. But thankfully I have done with everything but still, studies are pending for 2 days hehe my family gets united for a short time and studies are there with me each moment lol.
Ending up the day along with the amazing chit-chat with loved ones and today I have taken a break from writing articles as my hands are negligible to type further.
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When your family has united again but you are hesitating because of a headache, arghh it's the most awful feeling. But thankfully I have beaten this sickness by distracting my attention and decided to compose the article at 3 AM hehe,
Here is the full version, have a glance;
https://peakd.com/hive-152524/@ayesha-malik/cold-and-hot-yet-its-coffee
Hehe after finalizing the home chore I decided to give some time to my social friends but lol messages are too much can't handle literally. But ending the day along with viewing the face of my niece who is sleeping along my side.
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Redirecting to the pathway where you commenced may take time and effort but once you return, no one can snatch that substantial peace that will earn in this way. Spirituality can't be denied and it's fact that the love of this materialistic life always frustrates you. That's why to find inner peace you have to lean toward the Lord. Real satisfaction and only following His obligations.
Today I have continued with the previous lost version of mine who got distracted a few times who persisted happily on the previous route as He bestowed guidance and forbearance to me.
Instead, my effort in making the messy month smoothly went to a productive end, and I was succeeded somehow. Hehe, I was having my mind that I will compose an article but due to a shortage of time leaving it.
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Weekends are busy when you are the responsible kid in your mom's eye. Hehe, I don't exactly die while performing home chores, but when I am writing content I get frustrated to discontinue my work. So to avoid this shortcoming, today I wrote a blog in the morning and later performed my work,
Have a glance to know about the story which I have formulated;
https://peakd.com/hive-168869/@ayesha-malik/the-positive-influence-which-saved-the-life#@artemislives/re-ayesha-malik-r39zvc
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Multiple times you gave excitement for unknown reasons, but today for me it's not anonymous today hehe. No matter how bad a mood you have somehow you harmonize it with the delight of your loved one. That's why when I am restless I rush to soften my mood by talking to such people.
The best things which have committed today apart from cleaning, mopping, and washing is the time for my skincare, investing my effort in cleansing, and giving gentle attention toward my hands and feet. Although I have done this after a month hehe thanks to my study routine which kept me away from all this
But feeling relaxed and fresh after all this. Will be going to share dew tips and tricks in my upcoming blog.
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What's happens when you want to escape from the frustration, hehe Ayesha is dismissing the world by remaining herself occupied in books lol. In recent days I have done a few official works and traveling that's why my soul remained elegant hehe.
Weekends are going to be hectic as students like me have to complete much of the syllabus (preparation even there are no chances of exams in this year lol how much smart I am)
Hopefully, things would be alright in your life, I am not going to say anything about the crypto as the Hive is already on peak hahaha.
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