@Ayane-chan 20 January 2021 edited more from that month

Random Thoughts [#1] I have badly wanted to write since last night but I can't choose the right topic to write about. There are so many things in my mind right now and I can't think properly. The more I think about it, the more drowsy I am. So, I figure out I should write this down even if the contents are nonsensical and useless. Writing is my way of clearing up my mind and this becomes a habit of mine because if I don't get it out of my mind I will end up getting a terrible headache. That is why I love to read.cash so much, in here I can share my thoughts, can interact with other authors, and can earn. I'm stuck in a dilemma of which topic should I write or to be written first. At first, I was thinking about writing a short story about a romance-action genre. I have something in mind but I can't complete my plot. If I can think about the scene of the beginning, I can't picture out the ending. If I can think of the scenery of the ending, I don't how to begin the story. So it has to be the beginning and ending that I should think about first so the body of the story can follow. The other problem is I can't properly narrate it because there are times that I'm lacking in words. Meanwhile, something comes up to my mind again that maybe I should write about an informative article instead since I can't complete my plot for my story yet. However, I haven't read or researched any topics that I'm so versed in. I am currently reading a book on discussing emotional intelligence. I haven't finished it yet so I can't make a review. I also want to share an app I found on the play store which is a tool you can use to understand our emotional aspects. It is an app shared by some psychologists. I also want to share it here when I finish my session there. I used to think about making a review on top anime songs or top romance-comedy anime but I don't have enough knowledge about it since I'm still exploring. I didn't know much about it to make a comparison. So, this idea would be a void then. I thought that I should try reading the news about cryptocurrency and share it here but I'm too lazy to read the news that I am not interested in. Even if I did write some articles about cryptocurrency, I can't still be able to write such informative details about it since, as I said, I'm not interested in trading and other stuff about it. It changes me, though I don't feel like doing business with it right now. I'm focusing on writing that is why I am that keen to write something. I'm training myself to write every day so that I would not slack off again and lost interest. I also thought of writing a poem at least for this day though I don't have the motivation to do it. I can't think of a topic or a genre to write, either. I badly wanted to write because I don't want to waste my time being lazy anymore. I'm already daydreaming some scenes while the music on. I'm imagining every scene I can make in a song that I'm listening to. Though still, no luck buddy. I just felt very drowsy that I needed to drink another cup of coffee again. Then, after all of that thinking, I ended up editing at **picrew.me** and I download the picture after being done with it.

*Tadaaa!* I think it is cute so I set it as wallpaper on my phone. *Do you guys like it?* Please comment if you do so. I will make more of this if you guys want it. I will make another one of these if I get bored again and slack off from writing. It's nice to calm my wrestling thoughts in my head, though.

*I'm ending this random thought right now. My head got calm. 'Til next time.* Signing off!