@Ramramx

@Ramramx 23 July 2021

His Footstep, I should be? Hi there Good morning !!!!! Another day to write or create a article Sorry if grammaring is not good in composing an article well I'm open for any suggestion or recommendation. Let me properly introduce myself properly.. Hi my name is Ram, but usually if you met me in reality you can call me yours.. HAHA kidding .. they call me Ching as my nickname outside of this world... I think im 25 already haha kinda slow in numbers HAHA now I have 1 kid just came 1yr old last april proud father regardless of the young age I don't mind. HAHA well moving forward I'm rom the philippines just a normal you see on the street if you are in the Phils. HAHA The Eldest Child out of 10, Yeah you read it correctly . the same parents that made us. Being the eldest isn't easy I know life is not really easy to live with wither you are the eldest , mid or youngest everyone has a story to create and live with ... to continue on my part I really didn't care much if im the eldest coz im happy that i have sibling to play with but sometimes you just got pissed off of watching over them but i don't hate them.. watching over them comes with great expectation from your parents especially on my father's eyes I should be the role model of a good , responsible brother . But I did what i could to met my father expectation sadly to say . A single mistake could ruin the expectation of the person followed by the trust in you would be gone . The mistake that i will remember within me, that tarnished my father's reputation on the town.. Yes he is well know in the town and people around me expect that i would follow the path as my father .. I for myself even now to this day I find myself hard to follow the people expectation .. its not easy on my behalf that you tried your best to prove to someone that you can be what they expected to be. Trus me.. I tried to show my father that he can be proud of me and trust me but time doesn't goes the way I wanted . Instead of showing him the good deeds that I have done, mistakes and failure is all i gave to him in return till the day he said' If I only knew you would be this of a failure I would have poisoned you when you are still a baby" hearing those hurt me badly,.. So bad that I cried it all night depress, sad, hurt, alone, those are the emotions i feel during those time,. before the sun rises I was not able to bear the pain and think of ending my life with.. Yes you read correctly I almost commited to do suicide.. I don't expect that he will care if Im gone. As I remember I already hanged myself on the edge of closing my eyes.. but suddenly the door open I saw a glimpse of my 2nd sister the one i favored of the all since she is the fragile one us before everything is dark I can only hear her crying saying my name then everything when silent...by the next morning I woke up right next to my mother.. Yes I still have my mother but i know that she can't defend me at that time it was for me to learn to take life more seriously only if my mother could understand i tried again and again for him to acknowledge me as a son that he can be proud of to his friends meanwhile I heard my mother : saying sorry that she could not defend me..then as I see her clearer together with my 2nd sister I created another mistake that hurt them .. I was to selfish that I didn't notice there feeling... That they still cared for me.. honestly I dont hate my father for being that way It might be that he was the same as me before on my grandparents. Since that day I promised to continue my life as a given gift of my mother that I was born of this world to create my own story of how i wanted to still as of now Im still proving to my father that I can be someone with following his footstep in life... That's all for now readers. thank you in having the time to read my life story Image Link: https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQOqKx3cJ0EaZEU15tKZQmQSydLPcszKvNXvA&usqp=CAU

@Ramramx 21 July 2021

I Ate My Own Words *Tall, Dark, Handsome? Commonly heard of an Ideal man.* *Don't get me wrong I'm a man(laugh), the story  you might read is out of* *a personal experience and inspired by it.* *2019**? hmm It's been 2yrs since I met her. She's Tall, Dark Complexion, Beautiful? (Depends? Laugh) but I can say she has a strong appeal.* *Now a days it's really common to look for a job with higher pay. but not that quite easy to be qualified. Hi the name is Ram a  common person you might  met on the street . Employed of  a prestigious hotel,  Being a Hotelier is fun specially it's my 1st job after graduating, Salary? How much do I earn per cut off?secret(laugh) I earn enough for myself don't really cared much of it at first as time passes by daily routine waking up early , eat, work,sleep  then work the next day. See how common it's (laugh) but the experience you get on daily bases is what it count.* *Sometimes you need to look for something new. I do like being a hotelier* *but can't deny if the salary can't keep up with you need look for another job than can pay more. That is why took the risk to apply on a BPO industry with no complete idea what it is (laugh) for what i know the pay more than what i earn as a hotelier.* *The Next day.* *Printed a dozen  copy of my résumé (laugh) " goin to send this to the each BPO company* *so I  can have opportunity  to be hired  if  I fail on the first ínterview there will be next one" so as I say  (laugh) but sad to say  its not the same as go hitting to birds with one stone. of course I  failed in all interview(cry)  but luckily still my old job might as well try again. Then weeks . months passes by I tried to apply again just for a slight of hope with no confidence to be hired in my mind. but apparently expect the unexpected  thing happen I was givin a chance for an ínterview by the company. so I gave it all that I could .* *Intial Interview ; Pass Typing Test; Pass ; Final Interview ; Pass seeing the result I'm happy but there was one test that can change the result wether you can be hired or not it's having the " Versant" that test your communication skill as well as stratrgic resolution to help the customer . One day process to know if will be hired guess what?* *Hired or not? hmmm hired of course (laugh) unexpectedly  requirement list givin to be submitted tomorrow* *June 04? (smirk) the day I was officially hired  as usual : company Introduction history etc. then to keep us awake while discussion we devided by group as instructed then I met her on the same group as me. we were instructed to create a Jingle song to introduce the group and since I'm not confident (laugh) we let here be the leader* ***since she*** *is an* education grad.(Laugh) we argue a bit who will be the leader . Yes you read  it correct both us. as for her aliby I have work experience  so I would be the leader . but sorry it's a no for I have stage fright (laugh) so no choice she's the leader at the end. Haha but one thing I notice of her is the perfume she use, smell good and  i like it. God it's sweet but don't get me wrong it is a complement to a lady. I didn't quite noti ce her face because I was so focused on the introduction of the company after that day filled with excitement and tiring introduction.. (Smirk) hopefully I can smell her scent again I dont even got to hnow her name  Haha weird right? well every man has its way to be attracted to a lady.(laugh)The next day. (Deep Breath) whoo!  this is it new work, new people, new environment. As Entering the training room there are already people inside ..(shock!) but I notice a girl wearing a turtle neck shirt she's kinda mysterious type girl or more likely a silent but deadly (laugh)just kidding. so I ask if I can seat infront of her. she gave me a nod (as saying yes)I sat then tried to look at her yikes! cancel the words I said earlier she's scary, strict type of girl that cant be joke around.then I looke the other way so she won't notice I'm looking at her. to be continued.