30 Days Writing Challenge: My Celebrity Crush Previously, it was about my ***First Love*** and now it is about my celebrity crush. This challenge is digging up most of the details that it can extract from my silent private life. Well, I'm not really proud of my love life since it is tragic. Not really as tragic as Titanic, yet it is still tragic in a way. https://read.cash/@Ayane-chan/30-days-writing-challenge-first-love-15e62251 Today's challenge is the most tragic of them…
30 Days Writing Challenge: Love *I'm proud of myself today. I have been starting this month of July full of enthusiasm despite the dip and getting myself more productive. I'm just making up for my inactivity last month when I didn't achieve any of my goals. Now I'm slowly getting back on track. I even read as much as I can every day. Not just 10 or 20 articles but 60 articles last time. I hope I can do it again.* *I'm excited about writing challenges every day because this…
30 Days Writing Challenge: How's my day? I feel like singing the Lazy Song of Bruno Mars today since it's Sunday and that means it is my rest day, then jamming to its lyrics like, ***"Today I don't feel like doing anything. I just wanna lay in my bed."*** However, I remember that I have to attend the worship service today. I got used to thinking that Sunday is my rest day and my body goes automatically to rest mode every time, which makes me tend to oversleep sometimes or…
30 Day Writing Challenge: A Letter To Someone, Anyone I guess I got so tired from walking from Church to home yesterday that I overslept again. I don't want my body clock to get used to this sleeping pattern or I'll struggle to wake up early next time if I'm working regularly. I'll try to get out of this as much as I can. Today's challenge, it's a letter to someone. I have been thinking for a while about whom I'll address the letter. I felt the monsters in my stomach…
30 Days Writing Challenge: A Lesson When we were younger, we learn lessons from school and our parents only. As time goes by and as we get older, we learn it along the way. As we journey to the life that we desire, life taught a lot of lessons that we bear in mind and use to guide our paths. Before that, we get to experience things first. We met people and learn from them. We made mistakes and analyze where we had gone wrong, then learn a lesson from them so that we can be…
30 Days Writing Challenge: The 11th Photo I have been reviewing some questions that could possibly be asked of me in my upcoming college interview tomorrow. I don't want to stress myself or strain myself to have a headache, so I skipped publishing yesterday. I'm trying to calm myself by getting ready for it for a day because I can't think well when I'm nervous. Of all those preparations, it was put off. The school texted me and a little while later called to inform me that…
30 Days Writing Challenge: My School When I'm claiming my documents at the High School where I graduated, I have two articles about it. I never expect that I can have the opportunity to share something about it again. I have a **Visit To An Old School 1** & **2** a month ago. I was gathering the requirements needed back then, so I can take an entrance exam in College. https://read.cash/@Ayane-chan/a-visit-to-an-old-school-2d373145…
30 Days Writing Challenge: Someone Who Inspires Me I often say that it is my family that inspires me to keep on pursuing my dreams and to hustle more. I don't know how many articles did I write that I mentioned them. I can't count it already and I can't remember it all. I'd be lying if I deny it, either. Also, it would be redundant to keep mentioning them on every topic like this and I guess, you are already sick of reading repetitive topics, right? Aside from them, the…
30 Days Writing Challenge: Loving Someone ***"Losing him was blue, like I'd never known*** ***Missing him was dark gray, all alone*** ***Forgetting him was like trying to know*** ***Somebody you never met*** ***But loving him was red*** ***Loving him was red"*** *Kinanta mo ba? Swiftie yarn?* 😅 I just remember the lyrics, ***"Loving him was red"*** of Taylor Swift's song **Red** when I saw the topic for today's challenge which is about loving someone.…
30 Days Writing Challenge: My Goals For The Future If I would ask my old self about her goals in the future, probably she would just tell me that she doesn't care and will just wait for death to come for her. It is kinda pessimistic but that was how my old self thinks. That is also why my studies got delayed, my life back then was messed up, and I'm only striving to pursue my dreams now. Anyways, those were all the sentiments of the past and I will bury them in the past…
30 Days Writing Challenge: What Do I Feel When I Write? *I'm writing this an hour late from my publishing time which is 8 pm. I got held up since this morning and am preoccupied with a lot of things that are stressing me out. It is also why, though I'm stressed, I must write today.* *Why?* It is because writing is my stress reliever. Some might find writing stressful or difficult since they have to think of ideas on how they can portray and express their thoughts in their…
How do I enjoy Hive? It has been months of thinking if I will dive in the Hive platform. A lot of users there have been telling me that it is complicated. Indeed! I wouldn't actually get it if I didn't join the Onboarding Orientation last July 9 at Google Meet and Discord. I submitted my Introductory Post last month but since I couldn't understand how the platform works, I just leave it there. I wasn't active there since then, but not until the onboarding orientation. It has…
Watching Some RomCom Anime To De-stress Myself I have been doing my best this week to achieve a lot, but my problems also do their best to stress me out. It's still about my friend in her workplace, who replaced me in my previous job when I resigned. At first, she was accused of stealing, and her workmates started to ride with the flow to bully her. She was crying while calling me, swearing that she would never do that. Of course, I believe her since I have known her since…
It's 10001, Not 10000. ***Good day!*** Despite the headache that I am suffering since yesterday driven by my period, I'm still in the mood to write today. *Taghirap tayo, remember?* We need to hustle more. I have been doing good in Hive based on my achievements. But well, read.cash is where I started. I don't to be left out here, either. Though, I'm already a little bit left out since I'm not that active back then. *Habol lang*. Yesterday, I received this in notification.…
A Walk To The Church *Happy Sunday, everyone*. I urged myself to go to church today as I would do nothing but to lay down in my bed all day if I don't. It feels like I'm getting used to that habit since I rented a room in this boarding house. I'll woke up late, then have my breakfast and lunch at the same time. After that, I'll just hold my phone and do blogs. Then, sleep again or watch and read all night, and sleep at dawn. It feels like I'm not being healthy anymore. So, I…
Avoiding Tempations Start With You Falling in love is complicated feeling that stirs up your heart and mind, making uncontrollable sometimes. Yet, it doesn't mean that you will go along with the flow not considering the situation of the other party and yours, too. *Are you both elligible? Will you not break any homes if you pursue the person? Wouldn't there be innocents that would be just victims in the end?* Falling in love is sweet and ecstatic but it could also be…
It's a lot of pressure. When you are alone everyday, overthinking is inevitable. You have a lot of time for yourself and you can manage your time well, then rest at your desired time of the day. No matter how independent you are, it's not really a guarantee that you wouldn't break down at any moment. Depression wouldn't knock at your door first before entering your soul. Once you start feeling that way, it will just grow rapidly even if you are not aware of it. ***"Arte lang…
Worst Things In School And Workplace There isn't anything perfect. Everything has its disadvantage. It may show as a negative or bad thing but if you look beyond it, that's not just its purpose. Challenges and obstacles may give us struggles, but it can also be the other way around. It just depends how you perceive it and how you can handle it. Whether bad or good, we have to accept them in our place and we have to reserve a space for them. Life isn't just rainbows and…
Slendy, Is That You? Mangoes are what we aimed to get on coming at the middle of the ricefields. There is a mango tree there surrounded by tall bushes, looking healthy feeding from the waters in the irrigation canal. It's the end of the mango season but we are just hoping to get some since that tree isn't known to people. *Who knows if it still have fruits?* We are just hoping for things that we aren't sure of. When we get there, we have seen none of it. Then, we just…
Weekend's Dose of Anxiety This is a never-ending attack to me. It's the usual but it still feels like new to me everytime. I don't like seeing any experts on this field because I don't want to be exposed with medicines. The problems that triggers my anxiety as often doesn't have any end also and that is why if I ever take medications and therapies, I'll only just get addicted to it. It's better not to. I still can handle this and I can still fight. You are just sitting in…
Have you joined the hype? We have been preparing for the Hive Power Up Day on August 1. I have been reserving my HBD for that and just waiting for Hive to go down so I can buy more though I have less HBD. In hive resource credits is important and you can't do anything freely if you have limited resource credits. The resource credits depends on the Hive Power and that's why we have to power up. If you have more Hive Power, your resource credits regenerates faster. I still…
Enrollment and Banking Afterwards The last time that I went to school for the College Interview was 18 days ago, and we were told to just wait for their email or text for the schedule of enrollment. I have been impatient actually, because I'm an impatient person since it took them too long to send the email. I have been contacting my cousin who is a part of the Supreme Student Government if she has any news about it, but she doesn't get anything about it also. Yesterday, I…
Utilizing My Resources To Study In Advance Long before I went back home and took the entrance exam, I had already bought some resources while I still had enough money. I'm the only one supporting myself to fund my daily living and school expenses. I have to prepare for it, just in case of worst-case scenarios. You'll never know when a crisis will hit you, just like this bearish market; who would have thought that the market would crash for a long time. Though it's just a…
I Don't Sound Like My Age. **"You don't sound like your age."** I often received remarks like that. Somewhat true, since I don't think alike with some people the same age as me, but other times it's not the case. Let me explain a part of myself here. Hearing those remarks means I talk and think more maturely than my peers. I can't contradict their thoughts about me nor explain them further. I can share why it has become that way. I don't know how many times I have already…
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