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Today like any other days since the day of break up June 1. She keeps on crying, while watching random videos, playing games, or just looking afar and thinking nothing.
She keeps on calling to God to heal her, the hate and pain she couldn't understand. She begs that one day she won't be able to think that it's hurting her. She have probably said 'please' a couple of hundred times to God for that healing.
She then said while tears keeps flowing 'Please take all these pain away, having thoughts that it wasn't true love and let me stop from bothering to know the truth.'
time will pass and heal the pain. It's a matter of forgetting.