"Well brother, does it hurt to commit suicide !?"

Seeing such a message from a stranger, I was shocked. However, I am very busy with office work in the afternoon, just at that time the tune of the messenger rang. Though I didn't want to, I know why I opened the message. Then after seeing such a message, I was completely shocked. Especially since this ID is not in my friend list, it means the message came from a completely unknown girl ID. Can't think of an answer, then I thought maybe she was joking with me. That's why I wrote with a little humor,

- It depends on which way you want to commit suicide.

The girl replied with a surprised emotics,

- You mean !?

- Suppose,

1. If you put your head on the rail line, the head will be split in two from your body. This will cause temporary pain, but it will not last long. Leave this world with light movement of separated parts of the body!

2. And if you think you can jump from a tower or a tall building, then you have achieved two dreams together in life, flying in the sky and committing suicide again. Then, after falling on the floor, the body was torn apart and the living bird flew up again. Here it is said, Newton's third law worked and you will have less trouble thinking about it!

3. Also if ....

Before my 3rd point was sent, the girl said,

- Are you kidding? Do you know how much trouble I am living with?

- If I say no, how will I know, moreover, no such trouble has been discovered in the world, for which someone has to commit suicide. Because there is a solution to the problem!

- Yes, I know that, but I can't find a solution. Day by day this pain is gripping me more and more and making me want to die again and again.

- Then you knocked in the right place, I will help you and show you new dreams to survive!

- Thank you brother, my mind was saying you can.

I was shocked for the second time when I heard about the girl. Because it is doubtful whether I know any one related to this girl, but he says he knows if I can. That's why I asked with a little doubt,

- It's not clear!

- Which one?

- I can help you.

- Well, that's it. You may not know, I am a blind fan of yours but a silent follower. I read each of your stories three or four times, but I still don't mind. I read it a few more times on purpose.

Although the girl was a stranger, her heart danced with such heartfelt admiration. Even then, who doesn't like to hear praise. Anyway, I felt a little happy and said,

- Thanks, but is there anything so fascinating about my story?

- Yes, of course. There is a motivational thing in every one of your writings, and it's not usually a cheap love story like the other eight or ten.

Anyway, it was getting a little too much now, so I asked you to change the topic

- Now tell me, why did you want to commit suicide?

Then the girl said,

"She is married and the mother of two children. Oh, the name is not mentioned, the girl's name is Nisha. Anyway, Nisha's husband does a good job but can't give her enough time. Suddenly one day a boy knocks her, although at first she doesn't respond. Gradually, Nisha began to like the boy's caring, sharing, respect, and sincerity. In fact, he found a good friend to enjoy Nisha's boredom and boring time. Amen. The one who takes the form of love does not understand, but maybe the boy understands, because that is why he was coming forward. However, then they became desperate to meet.

Then, three months later, they decided to meet for the first time. They first met at a five star restaurant in Dhaka. The hour of love sounded deeper in the meeting of four eyes. The two became more and more attracted to each other. And yes, there is a little bit of a shortcoming here, that is to say something about the appearance of the two.

Nisha is a 26-year-old beautiful woman. At first glance, it may seem that Jibanananda's savagery is Sen- "Hair is the nightmare of his dark side!"

The boy on the other hand was quite handsome, but his specialty was eyes. The magic of these eyes could have attracted anyone, maybe that's why Nisha became intoxicated by keeping an eye on those eyes. Then they dive into each other's lips inside the restaurant, as if nectar is hidden here. Then when they both felt the need for something more, the boy whispered in Nisha's ear-

"Let's lose two alone!"

Nisha silently agreed to the boy's offer. They then quickly set foot in the residential hotel, where Mete was trapped within four walls and became extremely happy. Although there was less time on hand that day, as a lot of time had already passed in the restaurant; That's why he hurriedly dived into the deep sea. Although they did not get the full smell of the body and the taste of raw meat, the two came out of the hotel room with an unknown satisfaction. After that, they did not stop, they would have met whenever they got a chance to embrace and fulfill their desires..

The intimate moments of the two were going well but one day Nisha found out that the boy was married. Although at first it was a big push but soon it was over. Because he realized that their relationship was not so much love; Body more than that. Then his wife is a relative matter. However, their secret affair was still going on. The boy received many gifts from Nisha but Nisha's book remained empty. Nisha had no objection to this, as he was intoxicated with something else. Then one day the boy hurriedly informed-

"It is not possible to continue the relationship, because his wife knows everything. This has led to their marriage being divorced with quarrels!"

Then the boy stopped all communication but Nisha could not accept it in any way. He was constantly burning like a burning fire. There was no food bath like time, just as the insanity was slowly closing. However, Nisha's husband was very polite and calm and did not keep any of his wife's wishes unfulfilled. Even if Nisha ever coughs, he calls every doctor and does everything so that she becomes well . You can say that he is perfect as a husband but he has never been a lover. Nisha's indifference was in both what her mind wanted or her physical needs. The eldest child of the family and the father lost in childhood and got the responsibility but never learned to read the mind. Romance, romance, drizzle, breeze, candlelight nights, or the feeling of being lost in a winter night embracing a couple with a kantha wrapped around them, these seem to be out of his syllabus. Maybe that's why Nisha's life has such an impact on someone else's arrival! "

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Anyway, Nisha talked to me so much, but she didn't even mention the boy's name. I asked and said,

- Some chapters either fell under the leaves.

Then I agreed and named the boy "Rakshas". In the name I gave him, he smiled softly and said,

- Wow, writer, you have given a nice name.

- I give names based on someone's character or the background of the story. Maybe that's why the name monster touched your heart.

- You really are the magician of words!

- Thank you, but I'll give you proof soon enough that you cut off a rotten snail. What is the benefit of committing suicide?

- Get rid of this pain!

- Wrong, because suicide doesn't save you from anything! Where suicide is a great sin and hell directly after death. And where the punishment is to be inflicted forever, you know for yourself how much more it is than the suffering of the world.

- Yes.

- Come on, the boy is probably playing a game with you and you took it seriously.

- Game !?

- Hmm, currently some adolescent boy or above; They have intercourse with various married girls and bring them to bed. Then maybe somehow he blackmailed and took the money and left. Again, many times something more terrible happens. But your fortune is good, you did not fall into their clutches.

There is also another group who have a distorted mind. That means they like to have wild sex. However, most of them are married. They are not attracted to one thing for long, not even the housewife. Their job is to hang a beautiful married girl in a love trap and have wild sex in bed. They choose the married girl so that they do not have to face any problem later. Then after a while the attraction decreases, then the new prey is out. But yes, they continue to use the first one as a sex doll until the next victim is found. The most amazing thing is that they also have sex with their wives with different identities from time to time! That means you were in a physical relationship with a man with a perverted mind!

- Nah, I don't believe it. She still loves me a lot.

- Why do you think so?

- I can't say that, but the mind is saying. Besides, maybe because of his wife broke up he with me.

- His wife was not born in one day, surely she has been married for 5-7 years.

- Yes, that's right, her marriage has been going on for eight years.

- This is coming to the line. Besides, how can a man who can't love his wife and family, love you? Because if he lived well with his wife and family, he would never come to the second woman!

- I'm really stupid !?

- Say stupidity or simplicity, but your fortune is a little better. Because the monster's wife is not like the monster. In most of these cases, the wives of the men are often perverted like the husband. Then the husband has to share with her how he has sex with other girls and from there they have wild sex with fun. Even the girl he traps, takes him to his home and has group sex in front of his wife or with his wife.

But here the monster's wife is probably very innocent, helpless and simple type! Even the husband does not know where and how. Or she knows everything about her husband, even hates him but can't leave! Maybe looking at the child's face, or some other reason!

This time the girl is just giving a crying emoji without any reply. Maybe by now it is clear what the matter was. Everything that happened to her and the monster is floating in front of her eyes. Taking into account what I said. Anyway, I didn't bother anymore, I just said that

- Maybe your breakup has been like a month, but notice that he did not even try to find you even once. But you just have to be separated from your family for a day, to see how crazy your husband-child, parents are to find you. Stay with those who are mixed with your blood and soul. If the needs of the body are not, she will force her husband to realize it.

And the needs of the mind? Then listen, do you know the eternal unpleasant truth-

"No one in the world is ever like that, you have to do it!" You also give time to your husband, make it your own, you will see that it has become exactly like the way u wanted. And yes, don't even think about suicide. In particular, do not be alone in times of depression, choose your husband-child and family!

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#The Monster..

#I apologise whole heartedly, for those spelling and grammatical mistakes...

#Thanks for reading such a long story..😅😅🙏🙏🙏