Rashed has heard that he will not be tested this time.
He has not come to Facebook once in the last 5 months, he has not gone for a walk.
He was admitted to the college in 2016. The SSC results were such that he could not get admission in the best colleges of the district. He was called for admission in a private college far away from his home or village district. Rashed was very worried whether he would be admitted to a private college in a big city!
I started thinking about how to raise and send mess rent, college fee, private fee, father's income is 12 thousand per month. In the next month, Rashed will have to pay more than half of his father's salary.
Thinking about all this, Rashed decided that he would be admitted to the newly established village college.
Dad, he got in trouble, he wanted his son to get admission in the district government college with good SSC result, but he did not want to go to the college in Rashed city!
Rashed was sent to the city by his father.
Dad also bought a bicycle with mess, private, college dress, shoes for Rashed.
When Rashed wanted to know where he got so much money, his father would say, "You do well in the Inter exam, I will tell you then".
He avoided saying this and introduced Rashed to some famous people of the village in the city and said, "This is my son Rashed, this time he has been admitted to Inter. He will pray."
Thus began Rashed's class, everything private.
Because Rashed is in a private college, his friends in government colleges do not call him like before. Since the SSC result was bad, they would not take Rashed in such a chat anymore.
Although he would not give these paragraphs to Rashed, but one thing stuck in him like a nail was that his father said, "You do well in Inter, I will tell you then".
Rashed is no longer bothering with the foggy results of the past.
Now he thinks of his father's hard work.
College does not miss, private miss does not give, chat wherever reading is discussed.
Rashed loved to sleep, but he did not sleep during the day, he did not take his eyes off the book on the table. While reading in this way, he hid his face in the mirror and cried.
He wiped his eyes again, washed his face and went to the table.
Dad calls, asks what has been cooked? Dad says I'm bringing meat today. Rashed knows Dad doesn't know how to tell the truth to his children, so Rashed knows all the truth from his younger sister on the phone.
This is Rashed's first year final exam.
Private college will cost a lot of money to fill out the form. The father sent it properly. Rashed may know that the money is the money for 1 month of hard work earned by tuition in his younger brother's village.
Rashed's exams went on, he never slept during the exams, he never got a job at the mess hall, he never got breakfast, he never read the words of the elder brother's song in the room.
Thus, Rashed gives the test.
The day the results were released.
Rashed at home, everyone is worried, parents pray and pray .. Rashed was the first.
Dad happily brings sweets home.
And when Rashed left, he said, "Rashed, if the result of the final is better, I will make everyone in the village sweet, Dad."
Rashed stepped into the car as soon as he saw the tears of joy in his father's eyes.
This is Rashed's second year.
Rashed has made it a routine to study academically and also to look after the details for the university.
A dream of Rashed surrounds him. He will ensure a chance in university, will study in a good subject in a good university.
So the hard work doubled than before ..
This time Rashed often keeps the small phone off.
In this way, he was the first in the test examination day and night in college.
This boy who has marked from college will brighten the name of the college this time.
Just then the epidemic came.
Rashed came home this time. He will stay at home as before.
Father's work is not like before, the day goes by due to lack. Rashed's father does not allow Rashed to go out ,,, he tells him to read. Rashed also does not stay like that.
Someone at home knows that Rashed is there but does not know where he is. I mean, Rashed is not at home.
In fact, he knows that he can give the test routine at any time, he may have to sit in a hurry during the test.
Rashed has to read like himself .. from time to time I hear rumors and hear that the exam will be held in a few days, I will not hear the exam again.
Rashed continued to read like himself.
Rasheed had a weak point--
Rashed got very low marks in SSC because he was forced to work in the field with his father. He needed to raise money for his younger sister's knee operation.
Rashed could not do well in JSC again.
Rashed, therefore, has to study hard for a good result in the Inter. So that the result does not become an obstacle for a chance in the university.
Rashed was in his mind without thinking back and forth--
At that time the news came that "HSC examination will not be held, results will be given on the basis of JSC, SSC results".
At that moment, the sky seemed to fall on Rashed.
He can't give the news to his father.
Rashed himself is sitting stiffly, his mouth does not speak, tears are constantly falling.
What will happen to Rashed's inter so hard?
What will happen to the money smelling of his father's sunburned sweat that he has spent behind Rasheed for 2 years?
What else will happen, Rasheed's chance to get a good result in the university?
Rashed will not sleep, eat or talk today, I know.
Today Rashed has not been on Facebook for 5 months, he has not left the house.
Really very sad..I feel very bad for Rashed.đĸ