It was difficult yes but since he came into my life I have learned a lot,
I hear a lot of judgment but it hurts even more from your family.
Everyday different words I hear I just go through with them gossip right away Until I gave birth to my son I thought there would be an end but not quite as the days went by that they had something to say even though they had no contribution to my life.
Until one day I used to hear going into the left ear and then coming out to the right. Days, months and years go by and I hear nothing or really ignore them Because they don't do anything right to me.
One year later it turned out that they were happy with my son My baby is growing up but I know I have to admit that he need a father. The day will come when he will find out and he'll ask about his dad and I'm afraid that day will come.
I was scared because if he saw his father, he would be there all of a sudden, But I know I have more rights to my son because he has my surname.
I love my son so much that when I have him I am proud and can be with him. because I no longer see myself having an entire family, I know my son will understand me when the time comes.
My son will be two years old this year and will live longer, I will fulfill my dreams with him. I will support him in his dreams and I will help him when I know that he is struggling in his life.
Because that's what mom does, i don't want him to feel hopeless and helpless.
I am also grateful to my family for not leaving me and helping me look after my child I'll also help them someday when they need it.