Ito ang simula ng aking journey dito sa platform na ito. I was invited by a friend that this platform will be a little help financially.
Sa totoo lang, hindi din lang dahil sa pwede kong kitain dito kaya ako sumali, it's also about my love for writing. Hindi ako magaling magsulat, but writing gives me comfort during the times when I am feeling down. Madami na din akong nasulat but unfortunately, it was washed away by the typhoon. Halos lahat ng notebook ko kung saan ako nagsulat at nagsusulat ay nabasa at puro putik. Trying to save it will be no used kasi kahit ako hirap ng nabasa yung mga nakasulat. Its like starting over again...from the start.
I am writing with so many reasons, but most of that reason is when I am feeling down and in pain. I don't know if its just me pero kapag nasasaktan ako ang dami daming pumapasok sa utak ko. Ang dami daming idea na nabubuo. I write my feelings and emotions. I let it out through writing.
To be honest, I am not good. You call address me as a "trying hard writer" or a "frustrated writer" o kaya naman a "wannabe writer". It's fine with me.
"I write not to impress but to express."
It's not my ambition to be a writer. I know I am too far from that. I will just stick with my goal. And I am trying my best. But as what the song says "I guess my best wasn't good enough". Ang hirap ng buhay. Kahit anong tapang mo, aabot sa time talaga na gustong gusto mo ng sumuko o kaya naman tumakbo. Pero kahit anong gawin, we can't escape, 'cause thats life... hard.
Nung bata pa ako, kala ko madami lang ang buhay, but when I was in 4th year high school, I realize that life isn't easy especially when you are born in an average life. Dun ko nasabi sa mga kaibigan ko na "ang hirap maging mahirap". Kaya nagpupursige ako. Gusto kong umahon kami sa kahirap na nararanasan namin ngayon. I am sure it will take years, but I am willing to sacrifice. Para sa pamilya at para sa pangarap. Handa akong gawin ang lahat (not the bad one) makaangat lang kami sa buhay.
I am seeing my neighborhood changed. Yung mga bahay nagsisitaasan na. Samantalang kami napag-iiwanan na. And that's motivate me more. I felt a little envious pero alam ko na balang araw makakaanot din kami dun. It's just a matter of time, perseverance, hardwork and patience. Hindi kailangan magmadali kasi alam ko makakarating din kami.
My introduction is way too long, I guess? At medyo random din. Kung ano-ano na lang ang sinasabi ko. Parang walang kwenta din.
I saw a lot of articles written in English. I will come up with one soon but for now let me comfortably speak with my native language. Hindi din ako confident sa english eh, minsan wrong grammar. But again I am here not to impress but to express.
Hope I can have a great time here. Gusto ko lang mag enjoy. At may paglalabasan ng problema, sama ng loob o ng kaligayahan. Sa panahon kasi ngayon ang hirap maglabas ng emotion lalo na kapag problema. Minsan din kasi kahit mga kaibigan o pamilya hindi din maintindihan yung nararamdaman ko. Ang hirap.
Siguro sa ngayon ito muna. Tama na muna siguro 'tong drama ko. Titigil ko na at ibubuhos na lang sa mga susunod pa.
Thanks sa mga magbabasa kung meron man. 😊
Welcome😇