It’s been a while since we had argued and bid the words of goodbye. How have you been? I know that you won’t listen to me anymore but will you give me my last favor? When you’re about to sleep, when the lights off and everything is dim and where there will no noise be heard but only deafening silence. I want you to reminisce the last time we met where we had our first and I guess the last time having our hands intertwined,where our lips taste each other’s sweetness, your unending kisses on my cheeks, your lips that buried on my forehead. Our conversation about the moon and telling me that you’re also a selenophile and the shooting star that both seen by our eyes and the wish you unuttered so that it will came true,I badly wanna know what you wish that night because even if you tell me what is it or not there is no sense cause we already lose each other. Do you remember that night that we didn’t notice that it’s getting too late cause we enjoy each other’s company and I admit that I am so comfortable with you?If I did just know that it will be the last time that I will be with you, I wouldn’t mind what other people might say, I’ll be staying with you and I won’t take off my hands hugging you like you also did so tightly that you made me feel that you don’t want to give up nor lose me. Does that memories didn’t hunt you, cause it is killing me each night? It is very hard to pretend that I’m not hurting inside, it is very hard to hide the tears but it is covered by some cheers and getting drunk not with the drinks but with those memories from the start and how I also wish to lose my memories just to forget all those stupid little things cause I’m not very fine at all. It is so heavy to say but even if it pains me a lot but the least that I can do is to move forward, to continue living my life without you and to finally let go of you and to pray that you’ll get the happiness that you are seeking whom you didn’t find in me. At the count of three, I’ll be letting you go, one, two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two, it is very hard but threeeee!!! I am officially letting you go.#
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