Trying to close my eyes when I want to rest but it's so hard when your shadow always appears. How emptiness envelops oneself as if lying in a space so empty it echoes in every endless corner in the longing that always perches the heart. Existence when looking at she's face which until now still continues to heart. Smiling while waving shes hand. And how affection has been felt until now.
Still trying to be able to forget the beautiful images about yourself. The memories passed are too real and not so hard to forget. Trying more but getting deeper into yourself. Oh God helps me God for the emptiness in the longing that has been lived so far. Because the love you feel will never be felt again. Even if you shouted there might not be an answer to all of this. Keeping this love is not an easy thing. Luckily I already have you. You are the proof of my beautiful face and my heart to be in harmony when I sing.
In the midst of the crowd and the sound of the echoes of the world, it really feels lonely at this time. Only your voice that I want to hear and it seems that can break the silence, only the warmth of your hug can give warmth to break the ice tonight. Sharing my feelings, until now only you make me accept reality. Even though loneliness is torturous with your not being here, you are the one who can make me survive. Honestly, I often feel tired now when you are not on your side.
Maybe as the representative said not only myself but for us. Yes, we are, that means the love you have given us with all the sacrifices you have given. So that it makes us like we can't just let you go. You are the only one who wants to understand and will have the same longing feeling as we have so far. In your waiting smile, wait for us. Yes, wait for us who someday will be beside where you are waiting for us at this time.
You are the one we always miss, now you don't know where you are. Do you also always miss us here too. About our existence. I don't know where we are empty without you. Oh God is it sinful to have feelings about longing for people who are always longed for. What serenity we used to get from a wingless angel with the presence of her love. How happy it is to pass the time in sorrow and joy. Always grateful for what happened and you never made us cry.
I don't know where you are. It's not like rejecting the fate that has happened about your departure. Sorry, because such a longing has made the emptiness even more empty if you remember your existence here as before. So strong pervades the soul that you hope you can see this longing and make you smile about our existence.
Your shadow will always be present and so hard to forget. Maybe because the longing for you is also reflected on us here. You are the best that ever accompanied my existence in the world like a wingless angel sent by God in your form. Really all your simplicity and all your sincere attention to want to love us. You are the special one, and we will say "Lord, we really love this woman. Lord, we really love this woman".
One heart, which has become my life partner and has given us happiness until now. To strengthen the hearts of our current existence, there is only one belief where all of this will end and it pays to always be united together with you there one day. Maybe this longing is only for you created by God. So that we will say a sentence longing "Always remember dear, that you have held our hearts".
Not a sad story but a story about self about feelings that have felt what they have felt.
