@AlmostSand 7 March 2022

Cookies and study sunday night... Again. You know what I hate about exams week? When it is postponed twice in a row. 'Cause I tend to keep studying although I'm already prepared; it makes me anxious. This time it was postponed by a request from some classmates. They didn't felt well prepared. And I understand them, I've been there. But this means I cannot relax and let my mind rest, but have to "keep my guard on" for another week. This is the point when my mind starts having doubts about problems that are not actually there and then I get worry and nervous. When I'm nervous during a test, my mind starts thinking faster than my hands can write. The result: I leave my answers sheet blank. I used to contrarest this using a couple of Feng Shui magnets (I think I have mentioned them on a past post). The sound the magnets made used to bother people sitting around me, so I had to sit as far away as I could from everyone during the test. Now that I don't have the magnets anymore, I only have my world map ball to grab and also I need to be eating something, whether sweet or salty. Crackers, usually. I'll try to get a bunch of them before tuesday. Goodnight, Noise.🌙 #English #Study #Thoughts