The day of my death

Have you ever fantasized your death? How would be that day without you? A lair of sadness at your home? Payers of forgiveness from Lord? Shattered hearts and groans? Deep sunken eyes? Cold lips murmur? Your first night at the grave? Will the moonshine that day the same? They will hold you for the last time? Last time you would be the reason for their heavy breaths? last announcement at the mosque? last time there would be a need for forgiveness? wait are you sure your body would be found? What if yours will be a tragic end? What if you die in silence? Far away from your Acquaintance?