Hello there! Since I was new in here, I would like to introduce myself first. I am Agnes P. Abecia, a 24 year old lady, and in-a-relationship to Jan Claude. I do really love singing so much! I cant make a day without singing and I enjoy it because it makes me stress free. I have five brothers and two sisters, in short I have a big family and it is really bad having many family members especially my parents were not financially stable. But to be honest, because of that I feel like I was incomplete. All my life, I havent get the attention of parents like what others have. I also get confused, distract and feel insecure. I have too many questions about life though I am going to church every sunday. I even made myself a singer on the church but everything was still incomplete. I didnt know what I really want to. Im pressured rather. Thinking of my current situation was a bit hard. Among my siblings, I am still the one who finished school and yet I dont have stable job and I dont know what my life in the future. what will happen to my parents when they get old? my little siblings? me? will I still remain being poor and doubtful? or maybe I shouldnt be in this world full of struggles.
Please help me God.
Never give up yourself to anyone anywhere anyways.Allah will help you sure just keep patience and do hard work.Nice to meet with you.