4,822 Miles Away

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4 years ago

My love, if they ask you about me, tell them that I was the only person in your entire life who ever loved you more than myself with honesty and faithfulness. And then, tell them that you're my first love who cheated on me for a long time and yet you're still cheating and you chose to cheat on me.Tell them that i'm always begging for your time and attention but you're just always ignoring me.Tell them that you're a piece of shit 'cause you've just hurt the JOY who never gets tired for understanding, loving and giving you all that what makes you happy.

Also, tell them on how you take for granted for the chances that I've given you and on how you broke not just my heart but also the whole person am I. And lastly, tell them how self-centered you are 'cause you just want me to hang in there waiting for you to come back whenever you wanted to while you want me to allow you to love another woman while you're afar from me.

Wish granted! I hope you'd be happy and satisfied then. Keep safe in there. See you soon. I love you.Thank you for the 1 year and 1 month of loving you. You made my life wonderful. I won't regret anything 'cause I know that you do love me so.

Salamat dahil minahal ako nang les na tulad mo. Salamat sa love, effort at pag-intindi sakin knowing that 9 years is our age gap.

Sorry? No thanks. You must sorry for yourself for what you have done.

Time flies so fast. I know we can see each other again. And by that time, I won't allow you to ruin and win me back again like what you've planned for. Don't mind me, I can handle this on my own. I just need my weak and sick heart of mine to be strong enough to face this 💔

I won't love another again the way on how I loved you 'cause I do respect and treasure you my first love. Sorry love for giving up and breaking my promise to you that "whatever hardship it is, even you hurt me the most, whatever struggle we had; I won't leave you"

I need to leave for giving you two a way. I need to leave 'cause that's what you're wishing for. I need to do this 'cause you told me that It makes you happy when i'm not around you anymore. I don't want you to suffer anymore love. I don't want you to think harder enough on how to lie to me anymore. I'm giving you the peace of mind you're wishing for.Wag kang mag-alala. After so many years, When I became successful, I would still find you my love. I want to pursue this career 'cause one of my goals in life is to bring you in Maldives. That's one of my promises, right?

I wanna show you someday on how you made me strong. Yung tipong may narating na ako, at pwede na din akong piliin at ipaglaban.

Sa ngayon, naiintindihan naman kita.Hindi ko alam kung nagkulang ba ako, sumobra or nagpabaya ako. But I know in myself that I fought hard to save our relationship. Ikaw lang naman makakasagot niyan kung ano ba talaga nangyari. Alam ko, may gusto ka na hindi ko kayang ibigay physically 🙂

Ganun din naman sana ako love but I remained faithful to you. pwede bang lumipad? Hindi naman. Sana kaya kang mahalin niyang pinili mo higit sa pagmamahal ko sayo. Lalo na't nasasaktan ka niyan physically na never ko nagawa sayo kahit hampas or kurot. Kayanin ko to, kayanin mo rin yan. Ikaw ang nagdesisyon nito hindi ako. Ikaw din nagturo sakin para matiis na kita. Hindi na ako yung hahayaan ka diyan sa gusto mo at handa akong tanggapin ka ulit. Never! Ginago mo lang ako.

From now on, I can't forgive you.

You destroyed everything in me.

You're the only one I had na nasasandalan ko at alam mo yan. But you chose to leave me then. That's why it wasn't proper to ask you "paano naman ako?" kasi ginusto mo naman yan at hindi kita mapipilit pa.

I never lied to you even at small things but still, you chose na suklian ako nang ganito. Ok lang. Ako na lang mag-adjust. Hindi kita gagantihan kasi ayokong nasasaktan ka. Mahal kita eh. At gusto ko masaya ka. Advanced 19th bday sakin. Wish ko before na makasama pa kita sa mga marami kong b-day kaso naging drawing na lang. Salamat sa advanced gift love 💔

For those whose reading this;

Please do me a favor. If you really love someone, it's fine when you're hurting each other sometimes. If you don't love him/her anymore, then tell him/her. Don't just leave someone hanging just because you're confused. And please, DON'T CHEAT. You wouldn't know the pain of being betrayed and cheated of someone you truly loved.

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