Be optismitic in dark moments

August 2, 2022

Happy choose day Tuesday readtizen! Since its a choose day, I choose to stay positive eventhough BCH is going dipper and dipper again and I am dealing with this problem of my brother.

I am so stressed lately, starts from saturday until now, because of the problem that my brother did, and my whole being is so affected especially when it comes to my sleeping time, I did not have a good sleeps for how many days thinking what am gonna do to help him, I never stops praying that may God help us and also praying and hoping for the BCH value to pump high, haysst hirap tlga. But despite my stressed I am still optimistic that we will surpassed this problem coz God is with me and helping me also.

Its been 2days and 1 night that I am monitoring the value of BCH because I need to sell my holdings, but fate is so playful coz now that I am hoping for atleast ₱8k value of it, it starts to go down and dip, and before I loss more of it, I sell it right away this 11am, with the value of ₱7200+, laki kasi magcharge ng coinsph, halos ₱200 din ang nawawala sa current value(grrrr).

With the current value of BCH my holdings was not enough so I need to sell my XRP too, to add for the money needed. And here are the transactions.

I will not share anymore how much I sell coz of the current market value and also I feel sad selling it with much loss but its for emergency, so I need to do with one eye close,and besides this is one of my purpose of continuing my journey in this online hustling, may madudukot if badly needed.

After selling my holdings I already send the money in Palawan Express so my brother can claim it in cash already and the charge is not that much compare, compare to gcash that if you exceeded ₱8k you will be charge 2%, and upon claiming another charge again but if you have gcash card you can withdraw it thru ATM machines and less charge.

Now that I was able to help him, I feel a bit relax now, coz I already did everything to help him, what I am praying now is I hope his boss can understand and will not get mad at him and trust him again, since he already returned the money. Cguro makakatulog na din ako ng maayos mmya, dahil nagawa ko na ang lahat ng meron ako para makatulong.

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My family always opened up and shares their problem to me, because I never tried complaining to them what our situation sometimes here, maybe they feel I am good here and we never fight, ndi nila alam stressed din ako dito hihi. But maybe they grow up with the situation na I stand to be the older sibling kaya they know that I can handle evey situations that they shared with me and with that I need to be strong, tho minsan napapagod na din ako but I still need to listen to them and understand everything coz maybe this is my mission in life, to be the bridge and wall of my family.

Sorry for my article that about my brothers problem again, but maybe this will be the last coz I already gave everything that I have to help him.