Islamic educational story
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Expressing some annoyance on her face, mam concentrated on teaching again. Tuba sat with his head down for the rest of the class. When class time was over, mam left. Then everyone started talking like that again. A few girls around Tuba's bench are looking at Tuba and whispering and laughing at each other over mam's remarks. It was as if the matter was piercing his mind like a piece of salt.
Seeing Tuba sitting quietly with her head bowed, Maria said,
- Don't be upset, Tuba. This mamma is like that. He has taken four classes so far instead of another sir, in each class he has heard someone talking nonsense.
- You tell me, Maria, did I wear makeup like a ghost? What insulted me in front of so many girls!
- No. Exclude, don't be upset.
- Actually, the problem is not in my make-up. The problem is with the color of my skin. I'm black. Being born black is probably the biggest sin in the world!
Maria can't think what to answer. Really, the attitude of fair people towards black people is so strange that they are not human beings. Bright skin color is like all excellence.
- I don't like Maria. I'm not going to class today, I'm going home;
-Let's go? There will be no more classes today. And there is a class. Which ends.
-No. Not feeling well.
Tuba got up and left.
The girl got into a lot of trouble with mam's words. Of course, if someone's skin color is black, such pain and bitter experience is their daily companion. Tuba though not absolutely black. Brown. But the color is suppressed. So many people say black.
Tubara is two siblings. Although Tuba's mother is quite fair, her father is black. Both the boy and the girl got the color in the middle of the parents. But the boys are green or a little darker than that, whatever it is, even if they are black, society doesn't care much. If you have a good certificate and a good job, even a black boy becomes a prince. They do not have much problem in the field of marriage. But if a girl is a little dull green, then she is a symbol of ugliness. And if it is black, there is no question. No matter how deserving, virtuous or religious, they are second class people in the eyes of the society. They are absolutely untouchable in the case of marriage! This view is the first requirement for marriage not only in general families, but also in religious families. Needless to say, the measure of this beauty is "white skin". If only this society understood how racist ideas of our society are affecting the lives of healthy people!
When he came home, he went to his room, left the bag and went to the washroom. Freshened up, he sat reclining on the bed. Feeling a little lighter now. As soon as I remembered the words of my mam and the sarcastic laughter of the girls in the class, my mind was filled with sadness again. Mother came and asked,
- Are you upset or not?
- No, Mom, nothing.
- Well, then take a rest.
Left saying, Mrs. Amin.
Tuba has been like this since childhood. Of a suppressed nature. I don't want to reveal anything to anyone. There is always a frustration and inferiority complex in him.
After her mother left, Tuba closed the door and listened to music with headphones on.
Tuba's father "Rubayet Amin" is a government official. Quite elegant and honest people. Her mother is very good. Follow the rituals. An excellent example of an absolutely unaffected upper middle class family. His elder brother "Junaid Amin" is an engineer. Married a few days ago. He lives in Sylhet with his wife. Although not very religious, everyone in his family is quite conservative. But Tubata is utterly ruined. Religious activities are far from agnostic type. But does not let anyone understand. This skepticism starts from his inferiority complex.
As a child, his complexion was very bright. And it was very cute to look at. But gradually the color also gets a little darker as it gets bigger. At one stage when everyone compares her with someone who is beautiful or fair, they call her black despite being green. And from there a kind of inferiority complex is created towards him. The question arises in the mind angrily, is God really our creator? Then why did God make me black? What would be the damage if a little fair?
Since he has no knowledge of Islam, he has such arrogant questions and doubts about Allah. But he never tried to find out the answer. So the frustration about life has gotten darker day by day.
Every girl has a beautiful imagination in her mind about her future life. Finding someone you like as a life partner is like the midline of that table. The dream of arranging a beautiful family with him seems to be an innate feature of that fantasy. Tubao is no exception. But such an idea seems unreal to Tuba. When I think about it, I feel a pain in my chest. There is a kind of frustration all around. Because while it is not uncommon in our society for a black boy to have a beautiful wife, it is quite unusual for a black girl to have a beautiful groom.
Tuba is now in varsity. The teen age is over this year. How many boys have proposed to his girlfriend Maria Liza in college life! Tuba has just seen, and his inferiority has only increased. No one ever proposed to him. Why? Boys selectively propose to beautiful girls. Tuba is no longer on that list in terms of social parameters. This is also a big reason behind Tuba's frustration and inferiority complex. And from there an unspoken devotion to the Creator.
Since he doesn't understand religion, he spends his days wandering around without a screen, listening to music, watching movies. Outside, she wears make-up and hides her green complexion. She walks around dressed smartly and presents herself as beautiful. In this way, Tuba has gradually moved away from the religion of Fitrat.
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On her way to class the next morning, Tuba sat down in front of the dressing table to get ready. He began to observe himself with deep attention. Yesterday's class incident comes to mind again. She kept thinking,
My complexion is not as fair as others. But it's not even black. Then why everyone says black. And being black is my crime. If God created everyone, then He created me. What's wrong with me here? If God is the Creator, then why did He discriminate? What would have been the loss of God if my mother made me fair? Tuba thinks that many such questions arise in despair.
Well I'm questioning being the creator of God, am I becoming an atheist?
Suddenly the question comes to mind. Interrupted by thoughts, the mother called,
-Tuba ...
- Yes, Mom, I'm getting ready to go to class.
Today did not take bright makeup like yesterday. Tuba left for varsity with light make-up.
He came to the class and saw that Maria was still sitting where she was yesterday and the seat to her right was empty. Tuba went and sat there. That noisy classroom. But Tuba is very quiet. He is not looking at anyone today. Maria said,
-Kire Tuba? Still upset?
- No, Ray. That's it.
Looking at Maria, Tubar looked at the two girls in the far left corner. She looked at him with amazement. Both of them are wearing black burqas from head to toe. Not just the burqa. Black socks in hand too. Black sneakers on the legs. Seeing that, Tuba's face became ha. Surprised, he asked Maria,
- Are they also students in our class?
-Yes.
- Are they human or alien? See what a packet it is in this heat!
-Hmm. This is how they come to class every day.
- I didn't see it yesterday!
- None of them came yesterday. And you were the first Eli yesterday. You know what? They are twin sisters. They are very talented.
- But why do they come to class in such a packet?
- They are the daughters of a very religious family. Very good both of them, I talked to them.
Tuba was quite surprised to hear Maria's words.
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# Episode_03
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Tuba is not surprised. He had no idea that a girl of their age, such a dress can come to class in this summer! More surprising is the fact that it may be due to religious reasons beyond his comprehension. Although his mother is quite religious. He doesn't go out much. Even if you go, cover your head with a big scarf. That's the diameter. However, he and some of his relatives, including his great aunt, have seen older women wearing burqas. Not even with such a long niqab and gloves. Tuba never tried to know much about religion because of his unspoken anger towards God. So it is beyond his knowledge that a young girl of their age can be religious or wear such clothes for religious reasons. So he thought the two girls were probably uglier and blacker than him. So maybe they are wearing such a dress to cover their ugly face.
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After a while that mam came to take the class. Tuba thinks that there is pressure on mam in yesterday's incident. But several times during the lecture, Mam looked at Tuba as if nothing had happened. So Tubao forgot his anger and gave his mind to read mam. At one point Mam asked Tuba a question about reading. Tubao answered correctly. Ma'am said
-Good girl! Correct answer.
Then he said again without any context, just like today you have taken light makeup, if you take it, it will not look bad. Still, I don't think it's unreasonable to try to make people black.
Tuba was very angry when he heard the last word, he was going to say something but mam said,
-Sit Down!
Then when class time was over, mam left.
Tuba turned to Maria and said,
- Ajib is a woman, if she doesn't listen to unnecessary talk, she doesn't like it.
- Yes, in fact, you have taken light makeup today, I do not understand what the problem is!
- I am very proud of my fair complexion!
- That's right.
Maria got up and went to talk to some of the girls at the back.
Since Tuba joined the class a week later, he doesn't know anyone except Maria. But since Maria has been taking classes since day one, she has become friends with several people. Tuba has been associated with very few people since childhood. So Yeche does not become friends with anyone. However, while living with Maria, Tubar got acquainted with several girls in a few days. He also became good friends with some people. Liha, Namira, Tamanna are notable among them. However, those who seem to be arrogant and proud of beauty in conversation always avoid repentance.
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The twin sisters also talk well with Maria. Tubao has spoken to that source twice. One is named Sabiha and the other is named Raisa. There was nothing arrogant in their words though. There must be or why they are probably as ugly as Tuba. But Tuba did not like their covered clothes. That's why there was not much talk with them outside of Hi-Hello. During class gaps, Maria, Tamanna, Namira, Liha spend time talking to them.
Occasionally there is a meeting with Lizar outside the classroom on campus or in the canteen. Everyone hangs out together. However, almost all of Tuba's four or five girlfriends have boyfriends, so not everyone hangs out together every day. However, during the group study, everyone sat down together in a circle. There is also a chat in between reading. In the midst of all these pleasures, when you see the naughtiness and chatter of a loving couple under different trees or in the canteen of the campus, you unknowingly feel a pain in your chest or on your side. "If I were beautiful, I would probably have a beautiful boyfriend. If the girls they are in love with don't find their boyfriend as their life partner, they will probably find someone like their husband as their husband. But not in the life of a black girl like me." There will be no boyfriend and no handsome husband. "
Thus the first two months of varsity life were cut short. The mam who insulted Tuba on the first day, who used to take classes instead of Sir, has come to take classes today. As always, Maria and Tuba are sitting side by side.
Tubar felt very good seeing Sir. The middle-aged gentleman, smart behavior, is also quite beautiful to look at. Beard pressed to the face. He can read a lot beautifully. He came to class on the first day, so he introduced himself first today. I said "Dr. Javed Kaiser" then my professional position and position at varsity. Then he got to know the identities of all the students one by one. After reading for a while, he left like that day, sir.
This sir's class looks very good to Tuba. He sometimes asks students questions about reading, but does not make irrelevant comments. Not like that mam.
After taking classes for a week, Javed Sir has a good understanding with the students. One day Sir was teaching - at one point the twin sister asked Sabiha a question from the text chapter,
- Here you go ... What's in a name?
- Yes sir, Sabiha.
-Nice Name. Yes Sabiha! Can you tell Where is the position of the thermosphere? And what is the temperature like here?
Sabiha replied softly
- Yes sir.
-Say then
-The position of the thermosphere is just above the mesosphere.
Sir said
- I can't hear you say it any louder.
Sabiha repeated her answer and said,
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