I DOUBT Myself

How can I still do it,if my body is now tired

I want to cry because I am in pain now

Do I still need to continue this profession

My mind is telling me,to stop it

When I stop it, how about the people who believes in me

They may also be in pain because of my decision

I dont want them to blame me if I decided to stop it.

And for sure they will be dissappointed when they know it

I am no longer happy to what I am doing

Maybe because there is no passion at all

I hope I can still make it

Because I dont want to regret in the end

Thats why I will think of it many times

So that I can still continue and do it.

I'll just keep on praying so that I can properly decide about my situation right now.