Most days I want to shout at the head of my lungs.
I need my mom back; who is this beast you have become?
I truly haven't known who you are for a long time,
In any case, I attempt to act extreme, so I power this phony grin.
You love another person far more than me.
Her name is Crystal Meth, and I don't think she'll ever liberated you.
She's had you in her grasp for around 10 years,
Be that as it may, those years aren't anything contrasted with my dread.
Dread of you lying,
Dread of you biting the dust,
Dread of having such a great amount of confidence in you and simply being left crying.
You thought of me letters from jail and guaranteed the sky.
Over 3 years after the fact and only lies.
Only sorrow, torment, and hopelessness...
I GET IT NOW; you picked her over me.
You've confronted me directly that it was drugs over me.
Indeed, even that wasn't sufficient to make me see.
Today you will disclose to me that you are perfect.
You give me so much expectation, at that point tomorrow it's the equivalent ole' dope phen.
I'm revealing to you since I am through with you.
This originates from my heart and each expression of it is valid.
I can't guarantee that I will be around to see,
Yet, when you become weary of that meth, you will see.
From the beginning you had something way better,
Also, it was your family.
I do thank you such a great amount for a certain something.
Much obliged to you for giving me how significant a decent mother ought to be
Also, to never show my kids the agony that you indicated me.
Thus, today I formally set myself free
Since I know there's a more grounded lady in me.