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Unknown Destiny 3
I guess you missed the previous parts of **Unknown Destiny**. If you did, then please kindly click on the two parts to check them out. Thank you! Part 1 Part 2 https://read.cash/@zellypearl/unknown-destiny-1-554a4a75 https://read.cash/@zellypearl/unknown-destiny-2-94417dba With Estelle's presence, I couldn't help but tell her all about Miguel and what has been going on. I told her he hasn't really made his intentions clear neither has he opened up. I told her I only read meanings to his actions and I don't know if I had already fallen for him without even knowing. I didn't wanna believe I liked Miguel but what do I do when I can't get him out of my mind? I have tried many times but my mind will always have a way of tracing back to the memories of Miguel and I wasn't liking it though it felt good to think I might really do like him. There isn't any harm in liking a person is there? After telling Estelle everything or should I say part of the things going on since she wasn't around. My friend could do nothing other than to be happy and excited. For a moment I was perplexed and wondering why she was happy for me after telling her about Miguel. I mean I didn't see such a reaction coming but she told me how scared she was that I may never like someone or even open up to them. She told me how she was beginning to think of who would really have his way into my heart. She said it was okay not to love Miguel but to like him was something she was excited about. She advised me as a good friend she was and then after a few days of spending time with us back here at home, she had to travel back to the states to complete her study. I guess talking with Estelle my friend really did help the situation. I wasn't feeling so bad again about what I think I felt for Miguel. I just saw it as a normal thing and liking someone wasn't a sin either so I was soon able to get over it. But somehow I needed to find a way to curtail the frequent chats and communication with Miguel. I wasn't ready to get myself in trouble so the best thing I could do for myself was to be careful how I let things move and take place in my life. Yes, I shortened the conversations I have with Miguel most times when we start talking. I was mindful of the things we talk about and I just went ahead with my normal way of talking or communicating with him. There is no way I could have told Miguel that I like him or that I have started to like him. No, I couldn't even imagine that so I just had my way by burying my feelings or putting behind anything I felt for Miguel. Soon afterward, everything was back to normal. No emotions attached but a lingering feeling which I was out to destroy. Miguel on the other hand wasn't doing anything to help the situation. The more I try to stay away, the closer he became. There was no point pushing him away anymore since there was no sign that he was just gonna go away just like that so I had to let things be the way it has always been. We started talking a couple of days after and his actions kept proving the same thing. I didn't wanna nurture my thoughts that Miguel could actually like me without my knowledge or him telling me directly. No, I wasn't going to put myself in that awkward situation of trying to prove if he truly likes me as his actions claim or not. If he does like me indeed then my confidence is that someday I will get to know about it or find out without stressing myself to do it. It is left for destiny to decide what the whole drama will lead to cause as it stands, none of us knows what is really going on in our lives or between us. And for this reason and purpose, we let destiny decide while we follow. ***The End...*** **Image** https://pixabay.com/photos/couple-holding-hands-lovers-437987/ @zellypearl
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