@zehraskyOnNoiseApp
It's insane how my mood feels so much better when I stopped taking quetiapine cold turkey. Like why was I so afraid of the withdrawal effects? I still have a bit of self-awareness that I might just be slipping into a manic episode HAHA instead of actually being in a stable mood. But who cares? I don't really care at all. I miss the times when I feel incredibly giddy about everything in life. I miss the feeling of being able to do the things I want because I have so much energy. Sure a bad depression is waiting for me at the end, but at least I got the manic episode to balance it out. If you read this, you might think that I absolutely do need help. Especially if you are familiar with bipolar.
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