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one cold night

its 1:19 am and im here lying in my bed looking at the ceiling of my small room, thinking about the hundreds of what ifs and all the opportunities i let go just because i couldnt trust myself more. it actually felt weird, thinking about it, thinking how i could do better if only i was at my best condition, if only the world didnt decided to fck my life that hard. i really dont know why im writing this. maybe because i need to let it out before it consume me or maybe because i just want to. But one thing is for sure, I hope the teenagers right now wont let their lives be like mine, I hope they will live their life to the fullest - like how i wish I did mine.

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