@styles 13 December 2020

A Voicemail

Hey! I was just checking on you. It's been a long time I've seen you or called you or aaa..... I was just missing you and us and the love, which I thought would last forever I know it's pointless, to talk about something that's not there and will never be, but aaa... I just kind of miss you. It just feels so heavy and cold and hollow I can't get over the idea of you not being next to me holding my hand looking at me with your hazel eyes with a shimmer of hope for our future I know it's probably useless to tell you about this, because I don't own the place in your heart as I once did, But... I just can't let the pain go away It's just eating me away But aah.. I just wanted to tell you that I miss you and I'll always do but I know you don't want me around you And I try not to but I feel so helpless at times And I just can't resist the urge to see you for one time, and listen to your voice and... I should just probably go now Because If I say a word or two more I'll break and you'll feel pity for me so...