Little did you know
Have you ever felt that everything's so worthless? Sometimes you are wondering if the path we are taking still results for the goodness we crave for. The pessimist thought weakened us because we are questioning everything that happened to us.
Nowadays, we expect the unexpected. The disappointments towards to everything and sometimes we tend to let it slide because it is what it is. The world is deceiving us so is our feelings. We are blinded by the struggles, our breaking points and let the words of others shattered us. Admit it or not, we are so used to it and we just let it happen contrary to what we felt, we are just screaming and begging to let this cycle ends. Little did we know, every cycle ends. Just like a day, there will always be tomorrow. Problems won't last, but you are. Little did we know, all of it are worth it at the end. The struggles, the sleepless nights, the sacrifices- those will not be in vain.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wmc8bQoL-J0
My dearest warrior, I believe in you so you must believe in yourself too. No matter how slow the progress are, always remember that I am always proud of you. Every little matters. Don't ever forget that you are worthy more than the precious stones. You are loved just the way you are. You are the definition of strength. To you who is struggling, I know you are in your victorious race already. Keep the head high and continue the burning desire you have towards to your passion.
She did
We have no idea what path we are taking. A life full of uncertainties but still choose to move forward. Everyday, we don't know where life takes us but still, just like a river, we go with the flow.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpqV3dzYOgk
She is a girl who has a full of doubts. She is afraid of everything. Taking risk, lack of confidence, and also an anti-social. She is someone defined by the word "loser" because she's too weak for them. She is unpopular popular for being existed yet bullied. Everyone's making fun of her as is she's something a game to be played on. But little they did know, she just doesn't want attention. She's working on her own- doing her own thing. She believes that being weak outside doesn't mean you are also weak on the inside. She is a woman focusing on her goals rather than socializing with the people who have the same crab-mentality. Isn't life is better without dealing to the toxic environment? You are on your own pace, hustling silently that makes noise someday. Staying unbothered will bring you peace to work motivated.
Years have passed, she became well-known working with the preeminent people. Her works in silence brings noise to the people who belittled her. Many asking how she does to the top where back in those days, she is just a nobody. She is just an unpopular popular. Then she said, "I believed I could so I did."
The goodness of stress
We are dealing with different kinds of stress. Some of us are aware, some are not. Sometimes in order for us to forget about what we dealt, we are just diverting our attention to pretermit that heavy feeling. It becomes the hindrance where we becomes unproductive since it is pulling us down to work unmotivated. We cannot avoid it indeed yet, we can surpass it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3MFxIP841aY
One of the essential thing that we can do is to acknowledge what we're going through. Since we cannot ward off, then try switching into something to overcome it. Stop invalidating your feelings. It is normal to feel exhausted, to cry, to breakdown but at the end of the day, choose to fight and never give up. Life is full of ups and downs. But what's important is that you always learned a lesson to every situations you've gone through. Sometimes, it becomes our blessing in disguise. We may not notice but dealing with this, helps us to outgrown and become mature. It builds our strength as an individual, it push through our limit yet we still manage it at the end of the day.
She pretends...
Sometimes, we are wondering to whom we can lean to. In the midst of despair, we are lost and nowhere to be found. We don't want them to feel what we felt whenever we needed them. The feeling of abandonment, screaming inside battling with the chaos- we are at the war zone. She bounds in shackles, struggling to free herself from the baggage she burdens. All of it was hidden on a woman who pretends. She is being admired by many, idolized how she manages the things that made her broken. The strong personality of her inspires the people that surrounds her. A vigorous woman who cannot easily beaten by anyone- pretends. Inside of her was a loud rumbling storms, dashing swords fighting to the last-man-standing. She cries at night to feel at ease. She releases it all and pretends nothing happened. The truth is, trauma is still haunting at her every night where it is alike a demon who whispers to feel the pain she felt a long time ago. A woman who pretends are thirsty for peace, begging to be healed, and praying to get better.
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