@sashley 15 June 2021 more from that month

Sometimes life just don't care enough to throw something at you. And it hurts me so bad inside. I just can not bear the pain anymore. But then again, I don't want to be selfish. You see I need to be selfless. That is why I am still here hanging on. If it werent for them I would have ended my life that easy too you know. But I just can't. I have to keep going. No matter how hard and how impossible for me to go thru this thing right now I had to. I have no other choice. But to keep fighting. Keep myself alive yes I need to stay alive for them. Even if I am totally dying inside. Dear life, you are such a cruel, cruel teacher. When will you give me a break? Even superheroes have breaks too you know. Haist🎶