@renren16 18 September 2021 more from that month

When I was your Man (Last Part)

Good day fellas! Its not a usual thing I did for my three months journey in this platform to publish two article a day. But anyways, this one is just the continuation of the first part of the story I had published a while ago. ("Pambawi ko kahapon kasi nga diba, wala akong article. Hehe") For those you haven't read the first part of the story, here's the link guys; https://read.cash/@renren16/when-i-was-your-man-part-1-e09def54 Just feel free to read it in your free time. :-) So, let's not make this introduction any longer, here's the next part, actually the last part of the story, ***"When I was your man."*** ________________________________________________ CONTINUATION: Making the story short, I courted Kath. Everytime I visited her at home, I brought flowers, chocolates, and even teady bears. She also introduced me to her family. I felt so relieved to know that her family likes me too. Even her father. I also introduced her to mu family. They liked her too. It took almost five months before she decided to accept my love for her. When I heard her saying, "***Yes***!", Its the best feeling for my entire life. I considered her as a blessing in disguise. After that day, I was then promoted as the Branch Manager of the car company I worked for. ***"Thank you Lord for giving me these much Blessings."*** Few months later, we decided to became a lived-in partners. I asked permission to her family, so as mine. Fortunately, they had permitted us. But I still think about my family because I am the breed-winner. I brought Kath in my Apartment and we lived in there together. *("Ang bilis nang mga pangyayari."<3)* Two years later, I decided to proposed to her. She said, Yes! But as they, ****"Relationship is not always about Happy moments."**** It came to the point that I arrived home late and for Kath, she suspected me that I am cheating on her. I've explained myself to her that I was just busy at work. I also think about my family, but it turns out, Kath didn't listened to me at all.

*"Why are you always coming home late?"* (Angry face) She said. *"You know, I'm just alone in here all day, waiting for you to come home, doing nothing."* *"Are you even thinking about me? Huh?"* She added. I tried to comfort her saying, *"Kath, please come down, I was just really busy at work."* She replied with much angriness in her, *"Busy??? Or you have other woman?"* *"Say it Tim!"* *"Are you cheating on me now?* *"You are like him."* *"Say it!"* I didn't hold my temper anymore and said to her loudly, *"You're ridiculous Kath!"* *"And him? You mean, you're ex-boyfriend?"* *"So you're thinking about him all this time."* *"Why are you comparing me to him?"* *"Do I look so st*pid to you Kath?"* *"Enough with this nonsense conversation, Kath!"* *"I'm tired!"* *"And for your information, I AM NOT CHEATING ON YOU!"* (She cried T_T) It was the very first time that I had a very serious fight with Kath. And you know, I felt so guilty about it. I asked forgiveness to her the next day before I went to work. But when I was at work, I felt so uncomfortable knowing that Kath and I was still not okay thoroughly. Before I went home, I bought her favorite flowers and chocolates. I even bought a cake, her favorite cake. Upon arriving home, I noticed an unfamiliar car parked outside our apartment. I just thought maybe it was her friend or a family member visited her. When I was about to enter, I heard a guy talking while Kath was laughing. I suddenly opened the door. (Shocks!) I saw the two of them kissing. ***"What the...!"*** I punched the guy on the face. Kath was crying saying, *"Tim, its not what you think."* I looked at her very angry and continued punching the guy. *"STOP IT TIM!"* Kath shouted. *"Who is this guy, Kath?"* *"Why he's here?"* *"Why are kissing each other?"* (I acted liked an idiot) *"Ohh, this guy looks familiar, its your ex-boyfriend!"* I punched him again. Kath was crying while keep on saying, *"Please Tim, stop it!"* I don't know what I've been thinking about at that time, but maybe it was because out of my anger. I said, *"You're a fl*rt!"* *"You even suspected me that I was the one whose cheating on you."* *"But it turns out, its YOU!"* *"You're the one whose cheating on me, Kath!"* (Crying) *"We're already engaged, but why did you do it, Kath?"* *"Why did you cheated on me?"* *"And, among all, to this guy? Huh?"* (I pointed out the guy while talking to her.) *"You really are ridiculous Kath?"* *"You are not the Kath I known before."* *"Why?"* *"Why Kath?!"* *"Why?!"* (Kept on crying)

The guy ran out in our apartment, I was about to ran after him, but Kath hold me tightly saying, *"Just let him go!"* (I forcedly take off her hands) I said, *"Get your hand off me, Kath!"* *"Let go!"* (She let go.) I added, *"Now Kath, tell me. Tell me!"* *"Why did you do it?"* *"Am I not enough?"* *"Why him? Why?!"* (Crying) Kath wiped away her tears and then said, *"You really want to know the truth, Tim?!"* *"I'm still have a communication with him. Even after we got engaged."* I was so shocked, but she continued, *"You heard it right, Tim. I still have a communication with him, especially when you're always BUSY at work."* *"I was bored while waiting for you, but one time, he suddenly texted me, and the next thing I knew, I'm still into him."* *"You even forget our special days."* *"I know we're engaged but what I have in mind was that, I am not willing to get married with you."* (Revelations hit me back-and-forth) *"I'm sorry Tim, but I really can't get married with you."* (I fell on the ground, tears get falling down) *"Ahh! You fooled me, Kath!"* *"And for you to know why I was always busy at work? I make OT's because I was planning about our wedding. But it turns out, there's no wedding that's gonna happened for us."* (Crying so hard T_T) *"You hurt me to the bone, Kath!"* *"You really are!"* (Kept on crying) Kath was trying to comfort me, *"Just go!"* *"Just leave me, Kath and go to him."* I can't even looked at her while saying those words. *"Just go, leave me alone!"* I shouted. Kath ran off. I don't know where she went at that time. All I felt was a pain inside my being. I drunk till dawn. I felt to helpless. I felt to broken. *("Ganito pala masaktan?")* When I was at work, I can't focus myself. I was just thinking about that time. I don't know when and how can I moved on. Few months after that hurtful moment, I decided to have a live and went on a trip alone. While I was on the plane, I scrolled out on my phone to listen some music. I remembered a song by Bruno Mars, entitled, ***"When I was your man."*** I listened to the song and I was then reminded by all of the past that I was still with Kath. I realized that maybe, I also lacked of giving attention to her and merely focused myself on my career. https://youtu.be/8WgP_NzXdd8 Right now, I am still on the process of moving on. Hoping for one day it will come, my heart will be healed and I can start a new life with the one person, God will give to me. As for Kath, its hurtful to know that she really get married to her ex-boyfriend, but I already accepted it. I am Tim, and this is my story. ________________________ This is just a fictional story guys! ________________________ *Hmm.. How about you? Are you willing to sacrifice career over love? Let's have some conversations in the comment section below. :)* __________**&&&&&**__________ ****Lead Image source:**** https://www.bonobology.com/reasons-men-become-jealous-even-if-they-are-not-your-husband/

Thank you for reading fellas! I hoped you enjoy my little piece for you.. To God be all the Glory!😇 _renren16💚_ `09/18/2021`