@remona 6 February 2022 more from that month

Taking the Big Decision or compromising? *Did you ever stand at some point in your life when you have to choose between A and B? There's nothing else in between! You can't make any other agreement, you no more can negotiate, you can't tolerate anymore!*

Image Source https://unsplash.com/photos/MQz-tZEg8L8 I don't know about you. But for me, it happens a few times! Yeah, really. People now look at my life and say, how smooth your life is going. Well, I had to cross a tough mountain to reach here and I feel like still, I'm hiking. Because you know, there are so many things in a relationship. We sometimes can't even name them. There are some small things, very unnoticeable to any outsider but they can bother you. You may be wondering already why I'm making these words! *Well, life brought me into such a situation where I have to choose one option. And no matter what I choose I will lose and it will make some unpleasant impact.* **So I have to decide if I want to let it go or give up!** I'm not a give-up type of person. But you know, sometimes life doesn't give us any other choices but the worst one. I was thinking the other day what if I'm the one who is making my life like a nightmare! I'm not sure if everything is in my head or there are some facts. So I take a pen and paper (literally) and write it down. There are ways to let go without giving up. We can also choose to give more to see if anything changes. But making this decision is tough. Our ego makes a huge barrier. I'm thinking about self-compassion, forgiveness. I'm practicing mindfulness actively, I'm attempting serenity. I'm decluttering my thoughts, I'm taking apart what is not helping me. And now I can see, what I really want; what would be the best. But I need more time for sure... What I learned from life is it's either A or B and nothing else. This is the best method. But I find people don't agree with me. Share with me what do you think. *My words may sound very random to you. Because I intentionally avoid giving any clue about what's going on in my mind. Ignore if it sounds unnecessary to you.* Have a wonderful day, everyone!